July Update

Jul 21, 2009

Well, here I am about 22 weeks post op.  I still can't believe I've had the surgery because I feel so good.  Everyone told me that each day would get better but I can't believe how fast that happened for me.

I continue to workout at Curves three days a week and sometimes four days a week.  I haven't been totally faithful about walking the other three days but I do try.  Summer is a busy time for me and I find that I am doing other things and they fill  my time so I don't get that walk in.  I know I have to keep exercising or I'll be one of the folks who ends up gaining weight instead of losing it.

Speaking of the weight loss, I am stuck for some reason at 187 pounds and can't seem to get the scale to move.  I keep thinking that I might need to work harder at Curves to get my metabolism moving, but I don't know.  I am eating as I should be (too scared to eat otherwise!) and drinking the water is the easiest part for me so that's okay too.  The only part I think that I could improve on is the workout/exercise.  I have to keep focused and work hard at those things because I am on this journey for life!!

As for the mind changing with the body, I am working on that.  I still think of myself as "fat" even though I can see that I am smaller than before the surgery.  When I look at my "reference points" (i.e. others who I used to compare myself to in terms of size), I can see that  I am smaller and in some instances, smaller than others whom I used to be bigger than.  I am still waiting for my head to catch up with my body on this weight loss journey and I know it will, in time.

My energy level is unbelievable!!  I can go and go and go, just like the Energizer Bunny.  What used to tire me out in the past doesn't even phase me now.  I am sure it's because I am eating good food, smaller portions, exercising, have built muscles and there's less of me.  I have played badminton, frisbee, horseshoes, baggo, ladder golf, bocce ball and catch with my daughter this summer and that would not have happened had I not lost the weight.  I have tried things I'd never do before because of my size and I am finding the new adventures wonderful.

This has been such a great experience and I believe it's because of my surgeon and his staff.  They are wonderful and care deeply about my health.  I am so grateful to them for their care and ongoing support.  They are the best!

Thank you for checking in on me and keep checking.

Carol

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02/11/2009
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Jun 08, 2003
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