Tanya G.
SAD
Jul 27, 2011
well I am 3 months post op today and I lost a total of 85 pounds since my journey began and 65 of it has been since my surgery on April 27th 2011 my weight loss has slowed down now I dont know if I am doing something wrong or what but it is making me sad I cant see the difference if I a looking at my self I only see it in my clothes (that fall off lol) but everyone says they see it but sometimes I think they just say good things to make me feel good I dont know but right now I am sad about this weight slowing down I wanted to loose at least 20 to 30 pounds a month guess thats not gonna happen dam I was so excited now what well I know I cant not fall into another depression I will go crazy well I can only keep up what I am doing and hope I am doing the right thing did I make the right decsion to have the gastric bypass I mean I feel great I can breath I can move alot better yea I made the right choice but why is this happening this slow weight loss now on a good note this has been an awesome year for me I finally got a blood neice (I love you Hailey Jaymes) back in March and Gastric Bypass in April ( I have been wanting it for years) and this month I bought my first truck a Trail Blazer what an awesome year so far which brings me back to I cant let this bring me down I am suppose to be on cloud 9 right now right well I think I better hit the bed before I really drive my self crazy
