Christa_42

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I have not been keeping up with this posting stuff but I'm learning how helpful everyone else's is to me so I figured I needed to do my part. I went to the Dr yesterday mostly to whine I guess, my back still hurts me even though I've lost over a 100 lbs. I don't know what I was expecting...that right at the moment I had lost 100 lbs ....my back should be suddenly healed. I mean I've only been abusing it all my life. Anyway he did every lab test known to man and I think some they only do on animals. He said I'm not myself, he should know he and I have worked together for years. I told him he was correct and that I had been really down, anxious, indifferent. He thinks I might need an anti depressant, so now I'm taking lexapro. Maybe it will make me feel better. It's hard, I know I've always been an emotional eater, and now that I can't EAT I have no release....well none so to speak. He also gave me a B12 injection. Figured it can't hurt. Please don't get me wrong I'm not sorry I had the DS. I'm not completely in Love with it as I've heard others say, at least not yet, maybe when I can eat a bit more we might hit it off. Right now I'm on the wall, i'm glad i've lost over 100lbs and over all I guess I can move easier. But I still get that sick uncomfortable feeling frequently when I eat. I have trouble getting the supplements/vitamins and protien in. I'm really going to focus on getting the protien and vitamins in also increasing my exercise.

The Seminar in Austin was great. It really helped motivate me to see so many folks with positive attudes. The speakers were great. The OH staff was very helpful and oh so nice.