Feeling down

Sep 05, 2013

Been feeling really insecure lately and think I might be slipping into a bit of post partum depression. I was so excited when I lost the weight that I did and was able to become pregnant, having my son is the best thing in my life but now I feel  huge and Unattractive I pick fights with my husband for no reason and feel jealous all the time. This is why I am looking into WLS but I'm having doubts as to it being a good enough reason. A part of me feels like if I was able to loose 66lbs. Before the baby then why can't I do it now, but if it was really that easy then why have I been fat all my life. I'm only 29 and my son is only 5months  old I want to be healthy and around for him for years to come but I'm also scared of surgery complications. I also want to be gorgeous for my husband because he's amazing, and has loved me for seven years even when I was at my heaviest all these feelings are my own insecurities and my fear of not being good enough for my family. I just needed to vent thanks to anyone who may read this.

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