cotonmom2
I am 39 years old going on 40 in Aug. I have been overweight most of my life. I have a family history of obesity as well. The first real diet I was on was when I was about 15yrs old and I lost 50 lbs by diet and exercise I remember this well because I was able to buy a size 8/9 prom dress which was very exciting to me.
I suffer from major depression and have most of my life. I contribue some of my depression to my constant battle with my weight and self-esteem and always striving to find a place where I belong.
I have reached my highest weight at age 39 of 355 but I am currently down to 346. I am in constant pain with my joints and not being able to get up from a sitting position very well. I have insulin resistance, sleep apnea, and among other things which prevent me from living a full and happy life this is why I have chosen to have weight loss surgery. I want to be able to enjoy the rest of my life and not have to live in pain and shame.
