Date fast approaching

Feb 10, 2009

So, my due date is Monday, 16Feb.  I am currently alittle worried because my throat is getting scratchy.  I think I'm getting a cold.  My Care Counselor told me to check in with her on Friday and to tell her how I feel.  Maybe I will have to be rescheduled again.  I was told I need to be feeling 100% on day of Surgery.  I agree.  So, I will see. 

Since that time I have found a new friend on OH.  It's funny because I finally spoke with her across the phone and in talking to her it seemed I was talking to myself.  Which now looking back it seems that most have the same story to tell.  We will be having our Surgery at the same hospital ... hers 3 days after mind.  I hope she comes down just to check things out.  I'm sure that will help her get a better idea of how things are going to go.

I'm not sure if I'm getting alittle scared or not.  Until now I have only spoken about this briefly with my Husband.  He seemed to be fine with it.  You know that ... if that's what you really want honey answer.  I haven't felt much of anything from him one way or the other until just recently.  Now he's starting to ask more questions about things, and I"m not sure how I feel about getting him involved now.  I'm alittle bitter about it ... he wasn't interested before??? 

But, moving past that, I haven't told my parents yet either.  Only my Brother and Sister.  I think I'm feeling alittle alone. 

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