Hi there, BELIEVE ME, you are just fine, You just had major surgery. So you are going to hurt. Good news is it's not for long. and things will get better.and you will be back to your old self again. At first I thought I would never feel well again. but one day I did , and each day after I felt even better. So hang in there you won't regret it at all. I am now enjoying my wl journey. I'm 3 months and have loss 72lbs to date. Dr said I'm on the right track. You take care and remember everyday is a blessing.