I wont quit !!!

Jul 09, 2011

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint in the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It might be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

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Fat Girl Poem

Jul 09, 2011

You hate me
You may not even know it
but I’m not mad at you
I’m just sad.

If you’ve ever thought,
‘At least I’m not fat like her.’
‘She needs to loose some weight.’
‘Look at how fat she got.’

If you’ve ever said,
‘You should loose some weight,
so you can be healthy,
so you can be pretty…’

Then you probably don’t know
that I can be beautiful and fat
that I can be healthy and fat
that this isn’t about you

You may think its just fat
but my fat is a part of me
a part of my identity
hate it and you hate me

Maybe you didn’t know
that you have me
but I’m not mad at you
I’m just sad.

Elizebeth Turnquist

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lonley road

May 14, 2011

today is a horrible day with lots of blame, anger and hate too, things are moving way to slow!

always battling the food demon and others in my head, what a lonely road this is, if only I could turn back time so I could have changed this difficult path back in the day.

wish someone could see the potential under all these layers , well actually wish someone in particular would

I know I will get there just wish there was a forward button for this

although a friend once told me if you don't remember the struggle you wont appreciate the result

so for now I will go with that !!!!


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advice needed

May 10, 2011

Okay so I'm seriously looking into this WLS, but I'm so afraid of the anesthetic as my whole family has a history of struggling to wake up

I came to the conclusion if I lose weight before I have it, It will only do me good. I read up a little on the eating plans and things that the WLS patients have to follow and decided it should be good practice to eat the way you guys eat

so I been following a high protein low carb diet. i get about 600Calories in a day and also take vitamins. been on it for 2 weeks now without cheating, fairly easy  also getting about 30Min's good exercise a day planning more the more i lose

I lost 13Kg so far but its slowing down and sumdays it looks like I pick up a Kg  and I'm wondering should I keep it up or look at another idea

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What will make this right

May 01, 2011

day by day...
one step at a time
every second counts
say goodbye to yesterday
!
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