Deliriouslysane1
Time Is Slowly Moving Toward Concerns...
Apr 14, 2010
So I have exactly 40 days until I go and see the surgeon!! I'm so excited. The days are slowly moving faster. It feels like just yesterday it was 54 days. I'm starting to worry about surgery though. Every once in awhile I have a bad thought like what if I don't make it through? Thats really scary to me. Surgeries have always been really scary to me! The last hospital I was in and they took me to the operating room to debride my leg they had this clear cloud covers over the lights I told the nurse "Um this kinda reminds me of dying?" She agreed and she said she told them that "some poor old lady would probably wake up and think she was going to heaven." I'm getting really scared. Just thinking about it.I've been reading up on different posts. Reading about the KFC sandwich that some people think is horrible and other think is great. It looks good I have to say. Although the fat is probably really high. To me if you're going to eat out your not eating healthy. I don't go to mcdonalds and order salad. If I wanted salad I would eat at home.Just my opinion though. They have cookbooks for WLS patients. I was really tempted to get one. And websites galore. I think the two hardest things for me will be taking the meds everyday (I'm horrible with that) and two eating healthier (ie. cottage cheese, yogurt gross!) Its a change though I'm willing to do so that I can live longer. As well as actually live not stay in my house hiding from the world. I hope everyone is doing well by the way! I will keep you posted!
