Back to work...Lord Help Me!

Sep 25, 2012

Well Monday was my first day back to work.  I woke up extra early to make sure I had time and would get there in time.  I'm moving kinda slow still..lol  I get to work and my desk is covered with papers.  I want to cry!  I sit down and dig in.  It was so hard making sure I stopped to walk and get food in.  I'm so amazed at that.  I actually forgot to eat.  I don't think that's ever happened to me.  So I walked, I got my water in and I tried to get all my food in.  I found these really cute Rubbermaid containers that hold about 1/4 cup of food in it, so I just brought an assortment of things to work with me.  One of the girls at work said "that's your lunch, I put my dip in something that size"..lol  By 2:30 I fell asleep at my desk.  One of my co-workers walked up to me talking and scared the crap out of me.  When I left at 3:30 I felt like I had been up for days, my side was killing me, I had a headache and I thought I cant do this.  I drove home on the verge of tears.  Got home laid on the couch and fell asleep.  My mom called and said, "I bet it was because of stress, tomorrow will be better".  Did I mention my mom is Polly Positive..LOL  Well she was right (dammit).  Today was better.  I made it all day, got in all my food, got in all my water, and walked.  That was my goal...and I did it!  Wooo Hooo!

Today...I am grateful for my new beginning.  I know its going to be hard, and a huge adjustment, but I can do it.  I CAN DO IT!

Dina


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