divadedi
My journey begins:
February 12, 2004 – I had my appointment with Dr Brown at Kennestone Cardiovascular and this appointment is to see how my heart is doing. I had an EKG done which was normal. Yeahhh…During the appointment, Dr Brown decided to schedule me for an EKO Gram since I had one done a few years back, he wanted to have a new one done and compare the two to make sure there were no changes in my heart function. I have an enlarged heart and was born with a heart murmur God has blessed me and kept his hands over me for years, that I never had any major problems and I don’t want any either.
February 12, 2004 – Appoint with Dr Rhodes at Georgia Lung Associates for my pulmonary clearance. When I got there, the nurses all were great. I had a series of breathing test to test my lung capacity and it went ok. Dr Rhodes asked me a series of questions about my history and if I had ever been diagnosed with Asthma and as a child I was not but the doctors told my mom that I had Asthmatic lungs which later in life, I can develop Asthma, so she prescribed me a medicine to help me breathe better and scheduled me for a follow up in a few weeks. The good news she said this will not stop me from having the Lap Band surgery. So when I go back for my follow up, then she will send my clearance letter. So far so good.
Tonight I started back attending University of Phoenix online program and I am soo happy to finally be in a situation where I can continue my education.
February 13-15, 2004 – VALENTINES WEEKEND. I have a wonderful boyfriend and we have been dating 2 ½ years now. He love me soo much and I love him. This weekend we checked in a hotel and when I got there, I walked in a room filled with rose petals all on the floor, the bed, candles lite and a dozen or red roses on the nightstand. I was in heaven. He just loved me and pampered me this entire weekend…Ohhh, memories.
February 18, 2004 – I had my EKO Gram done and it went great. For those who have had babies, I now know what its like to have an ultrasound because that’s just what it was.
February 26, 2004 – I had my follow up appointment with Dr Brown and everything went great. My test results came back and they were normal. Thank You Jesus.
So far the last few weeks have been great health wise, I been on weight watchers now 4 weeks and I have not lost 8 lbs which is not drastic but good for them, they believe in 2 lbs per week. I have lost and gain but have maintained a total of 8 lbs lost. My eating habits have slowly changed and I am happy about that, I am not craving as much and eating as much chocolate so I am very happy about that.
March 1, 2004 – My appointment with Dr Ann Pike went great. She is a licensed Psychologist and her appointment was fun, not all emotional but very informative. She asked a series of questions about my past and my family and what are my future goals. I took a series of test, which the results will take 10 days to come back. Once the results come back, she will then send my letter of clearance. So I pray that goes smoothly.
I have having a lot of things done prior to my consultation with Dr Smith, which will only make the process go smoothly and faster. I am soo happy about my decision, not scared at all. Its nothing but the Grace of God.
March 8, 2004 – Went to my follow up appointment with Dr Rhodes for my pulmonary clearance and she cleared me. Yeah…Lungs are stronger since she put me on the Advair for asthma so I am happy about that. I called Dr Smiths office to see if there were any letters received so far and guess what, MY CARDIOLOGIST SENT MY CLEARANCE LETTER…YEAHH…moving right along.
March 11, 2004 - Having a wonderful day, been busy at work, school is hectic but its ok. I spoke with Dr Smiths office and they received my letter of clearance from Dr Rhodes...Go me, Go me..
March 17, 2004 - Wednesday and today is a great day, I had a very very trying last few days, lost a love one that was very dear to me but God knows best. Saw my PCP on yesterday which was useless, he didnt do anything but update a few prescriptions, he suggested me to come back if needed after I see Dr Smith, so ok..Now the wait until next Thursday which is not far away.
March 23, 2004 - Well Class is over. I got a C+ in my class which was alot better then I thought. I see Dr Smith on this coming thursday march 25 and I am excited...CLock is ticking slowly..
March 25, 2004 - CONSULTATION WITH DR SMITH IS COMPLETE. I am happy and I went in thinking I wanted the Lapband but after meeting with him and looking at my particular case, it is determined that the Roux-en-Y is better for me, so I am greatful. NOw on to the waiting process for the insurance company.
April 1, 2004 - Well A new month and after careful consideration, I decided to change my surgery to the DS, so I will be having the DS and I am at peace with that decision, so now just waiting for the Pshyc evaluation to reach the doctors office so we can submit the information to the insurance company for approval. Still doing weight watchers and I am now down 4 lbs. Go Me..
April 27, 2004 - Well Its been a few weeks since I last post. I have had several blood work up done and now I have to consult my PCP because one of the blood test came back that I am an anemic so now onto more test and I am now taking Iron pills that will help the iron level. So I am getting closer just not close enough..
May 19, 2004 - Its been a few weeks since my last post. I am doing great. I have finally finish up everything thus far, taking more medications right now becasue of all the blood work I have had done but its ok atleast i know i will be much more healthier. Well today I talk to Dr Smiths office and they have everything and is ready to submit to the insurance company which will be done today or tomorrow..So now on to the wait...Keep your fingers cross...
June 9, 2004 - I GOT APPROVE FIRST TRY....THANK YOU JESUS...
June, 20, 2004 - STILL WAITING ON THE DATE...I pray i get my date soon, i am ready to be a loserrrr...hahaha..I am too excited...I have already started planning trips for 2005 with my new body...Cruise May 1-8, 2005 to the Carribean...I CANT WAIT...I may even be ready for a bathing suite, my first one...ohhh how much fun that will be, i cant swim but i can look good in it and chill out on the deck..haha...
June 23, 2004 - I GOT A DATE - JULY 22, 2004 @ 9:30AM...I will be at Kennestone Hospital, Marietta GA.
July 8, 2004 - Well Counting down the days to my surgery and I am just excited. God is just going to do an awesome work in me during and afterwards. I am just so deeply touched by my results of my friends YConda and Maritza31525 and Now that my girl Nikki is approve I cant wait until she gets her date. Well On to the wait...13 days to go and counting down...Thank You Jesus.
July 16, 2004 - Well today was my final check up with Dr Smith before next week surgery and we had a lovely talk and he made sure i knew and understood everything that was going on. We went over and I signed my life away on those consent forms..hahaha.buts its cool, even thought I kinow the risk..JESUS IS WITH ME...AND I AM NOT AFRAID..So after doing those sets of paperworks, then they did a final exam..well what do you know, i lost 7lbs...Go Me...So then after the visit to Dr Smiths office....I went to the hospital for the checked in with all the insurance stuff..Man, I thank Jesus all I had to pay out of this entire process was my copay of 15.00 for each doctors visit and the hospital co pay was only $200.00, Thank You Jesus..He is soo good...God Is Sooo Good...So they was very quick in getting my money..haha but thats ok, i filled out alll that paper work and then off to more test. They did an EKG, Chest Exray, Urine Specimine and More Blood...So I AM ALL READY FOR MY BIG DAY....JULY 22 @ 11:30AM, I WILL BE CELEBRATING MY NEW BIRTHDAY...
July 21, 2004 - PiccLine is in and it was a piece of cake..so i am ready to join you guys on the loser side now...Today is my Bowel Prep day so I will be home relaxing and enjoying my mom and godchild and chatting with you guys on the net until i get sleepy...
July 21, 2004 - Well Time is really winding down...I am drinking Propel which is really good..clear liquids and it taste like steak..hahaha...tomorrow is the big day....Thank You all for your prayers and well wishes...I will be a loser soon and back on before no time...
Thursday July 22, 2004 - SUGERY WAS A SUCCESS...THANK YOU JESUS...had complications friday to monday but monday night, Dr. Dennis Smith came out of his bed to the hospital to operate on me again at 1130 monday night, july 26, second sugery was a success and I THANK GOD FOR THAT MAN....He got back up tuesday morning to see how I was doing at 7:15am....Ohh What A Saint...
Doing great now that i am home..and everything is peachy...but i need to sleep and get my rest....So I will up date Yall Tomorrow...
July 22, 2004 - From the words of my mother....Surgery started at 12noon and the nurse called at 2pm to tell me that surgery was going well and at 4pm, Dr Dennis Smith call and my daughter was in recovery and that she did well. No extra bleeding or nothing. I can breathe well now, my nerves was getting bad. Then I called everyone, my sister first and her office was soo happy. Now I am sitting waiting to go to her room and baby sit my baby. I love you Dee...
I am back in my room and alert as to whats around me, pumping the pain meds because I didnt want to feel any pain. My doctor came in to make sure I was comfortable and the nurses all started coming in to introduce themselves by 3's. Each shift I had 3 nurses at my beckincall and when i tell you, they alllll were just simply wonderful. Very pleasant and just happy to be working and doing there job. That was truly wonderful, which helped made my stay more pleasant. I actually was able to get up and potty which was not a pleasant experience. The pain was medium but keep in mind, i have a tummy that is hanging and the pressure was surly there, each time i sat down i found myself holding my tummy which make the pressure not as strong, so word of advice..hold your tummy when you need to walk, it helps..After that, i think i slept the rest of the night, only waking up for the med nurses and techs to take vitals. Trust me, the hospital is not aplace to say your gonna rest..the nurses are there every hour on the hour checking on you which was great but tiring..haha..
July 23, 2004 - Day after surgery and I am doing great, sore but not unbearable. The pain pump was my best friend and I actually got up to use the rest room and even walk the halls a little. This day, I HAD ALLLLLLL DOCTORS AND NURSES IN MY ROOM, from the cardiologist checking on me to the lung specialist to make sure my asthma was not flaired and i was breathing ok. I felt sooo special, my mom at my side and the phone rining off the hook, i truly am blessed. The flowers started rolling in and OMG they smelled sooo good. The room was just a ray of fresh scents. I was doing so well, its friday, the pain is minimum, my doctors decided to take me off the pain pump and give me oral pain medication which i was happy becuase of course they do that to make sure you can keep the liquids down in your system. Well they made the change and started giving me my meds and low and behold i vomit, thinking this stuff is nasty find another flavor but after that, i kept vomiting up everything they inject in me medication wise or liquids, everything was coming up...and after it all came up, i felt soo much better..
July 24, 2004 - Still not able to hold anything down, but energy was up, spirit was up, I was between running my mouth on the phone to seeing all the wonderful faces who came to see me, Thank you Nikki and a host of family and friends who just loveee me either came or called, it was truly a party in my room. Even the nurses was like, we love checking on you, you are soooo happy...I was up doing my breathing excersises which is very important and walking the halls as much as possible to prevent blood clots. Feeling great but yet, cant keep nothing down, I think would vomit atleast 4 times in a day..
July 25, 2004 - Well Sunday is here and I am still not holding anything down, my mom is right here just comforting, now its worry time becasue its 3rd day since surgery and i am still vomiting. Each time the nurse give me medication, it comes right back up...Dr Smith discontinue any trays to eat since nothing was staying down. Now the phone calls are more serious to home or family and friends. We had prayer service, my aunt called me from new orleans and wasjust praying on the phone while her clients in the background was praying right with her and I just felt a healing taking place in my body. The Lord know he was doing a mighty work in me. I had people praying on me at the hospital, laying hands and just uplifting me to get better. My Doctor finally after thinking this would go away by itself came to the decision to have a NG tube placed in my nostrils and they would inject a solution in my system to do a internal scan to see what is going on. Not a pleasent expereince at all, after fighting with exray about the procedure we finally got the tube in me long enough to determine anything going in was not coming out my bowels area, not sure of the medical term but ulitimately make me vomit. So after taking several exrays and the doctors in xray looking at everything, they was trying to keep this tube down me...NOT...I REFUSED it was wayyy to painful, and matter of fact, i caughted the thing up. Made it back to my room terrified from that expereience and I just cried myself to sleep..
July 26, 2004 - Well monday is here and I am still vomiting yet very happy and walking and no pain and just doing my thing. I woudl walk the halls and everyone knew my smiling face. But everyone was very concerned, they all knew what was going on and tried everything to make it stop. Dr Smith came bacck to my room very concerend at this point and discuss the possibility of running the NG tube back in me because the xrays didnt give him what he wanted, he needed that tube back in me and i just cried but he made me felt better about it becasue earlier xray didnt do it right. So he explained to me they was going to do it in my room, with medication to relax me and numb me, that didnt happen earlier so I was pleased at that point. He also talked of the possibility of going back to surgery to correct the issue which I was cool with. So as the day go on, i am still vomiting and holding up my spirits but i was getting weak. I prayed and just prayed and finaly that evening about 8:30pm, here are the nurses with the NG tube, we had 2 tried but each attemped I vomitup worse then ever and they were like, we are not doing this to you, i am callling Dr Smith. About 30min later, she comes back to my room and explained to me Dr Smith was on his way to the hospital and they were preping me for a second surgery. 11:30pm, i was wheeled down to the operating room and back in my room at 3:30am from recovery. What a success the second surgery was..
July 27, 2004 - Well morning of second surgery, I got my first tray of food which was the clear liquids, broths, jello, apple juice which i cut with water because of the sugar. I KEPT EVERYTHING DOWN..YEAHHHH...mind you, i didnt eat all that but it was worth the try..hahaha...Lunch came and I had another clear liquid tray and I kept all my liquids down...By dinner time, Dr smith ordered me a full liquids tray which had a thicker soup and pudding, milk(lactaid YUCK) and of course water and apple juice and yeahhh, I kept everything down...Walkign the halls more and more, this time i am walking the entire 5th floor, singing, dancing, the nurses is haivng a party with me. Dr Smith came back in to me several times out the day along with my Lung Doctors to make sure I am doing well and I kept hearing those majic words, maybe wednesday you can go home...a sound of sweet music so I knew, i had to kick it in gear so I can go home...In the hospital all this time when I was suppose to go home on Sunday was getting aggravating. I kept praying lord please let this all work and it was working..
July 28, 2004 - WEDNESDAY IS HERE and Dr Smith came in to tell me today he was ordering me pureed food and if i keep all that down, I CAN GO HOME...guess what...i had full liquids for breakfast but for lunch i had purred beef and gravy, mash and gravy and pureed carrots and it was pretty good and i use the little cups i was giving for drinking my 55cc's and i eat my food out of that, i didnt want to over eat but guess what, everything stayed down and a few hours later Dr Smith came back and said i am going to start releasing you. MUSIC TO MY EARS..The nurses started coming in more and more starting the going home process, as they were coming in and out, I would be in the hall dancing and singing and finally one of the nurses was like, ok..Imma change the orders if you dont go and sit down..hahaha...she was truly loving me..hahah...About mid afternoon, i was disconnected from the IV..yeah...and on to the removal of the piccline and drain which was doing sooquick and painless. I finally was able to get dressed and guess what..I HAD MY FIRST BOWEL MOVEMENT AND IT WAS RUNNY..HAHAHA...GAS FLYING LEFT AND RIGHT THAT WAS TRULY MY GOING HOME PAPERS..Dr smith was soo relieved that everything was going great.. I was in the hall taking pictures with the nurses, my favorite nurse was Reggie, he was off the chain..hahah....Finally at 6:30 came my walking papers and I was truly happy to receive them..and they wheeled me out and we drove off into a new life..yeahhh..
When I got home, all I could do was jump right on the computer and check alll the tuns of emails...My mom was downstairs fixing her and my godchild a homecook meal and I had a cup of soup since i really didnt eat any of the dinner they gave me in the hospital..( pureed tunafish...YUCK)...well off to bed about 9ish..
July 29, 2004 - Well up early for some strange reason, feeling great...doing alot of walking and trying to use sound judgement in everything i put in my mouth which was not much..Breakfast I had oatmeal, maybe a few bits and that was that. My feelings in my tummy was strange, not sure if i was feeling hungry or full but the feeling was strange. so since I could not determine which one, i stopped eating so I would not dump ( no dumping)...then the rest of the day, well i had my vitamins and trying to consume liquids which still not sure how much i need to have so I didnt put to much in my system but i am feeling wonderful. So first outing we went to get my godchild shot records updated So i can register her for school, and after that ride, we came home and I tried to take a nap..hahaha..but no nap for me, I am up and on the internet and on the phone..As the day went, my mom fixed me some potato soup and OMG it was sooo good...i ate that and had me a goodnights rest...hahaha..
July 30, 2004 - Good Morning, I am up at 3am, why is that..well I had one of them wet dreams and goodness...ok..how many weeks i got to wait? haha oh well i will not rush things...Well breakfast I am having soft grits and pureed sausage and everything is good and staying down. Now getting dress to register my baby in school..Update Yall later
August 1, 2004 - Sunday night, 4 days post op and I am just at awe as to how wonderful I am doing. All my food is staying down and I am even getting in my protein, Got a secret, (raspberry crytal light, mixed with water and my EAS vanilla protein powder and it really taste good). Any, got my baby girl registered in school, been enjoying my mom since she been here(she left today :( but i am happy and feeling great. My meals have consisted of small soft food type meals..I was doign the puree but always hungry so i had to step it up a notch and I am alot better but not rushing anything. I am out of work for awhile and I am going to enjoy these extra weeks off. Got to work harder on my walking which will be number 2 tomorrow next to protein drink for breakfast. God has truly given me a wonderful tool and he has blessed me and healed me and now I am ready to move forward in His name.
August 3, 2004 - One week post op check up and i have lost 13lbs in one week, making that a grand total of 24lbs weight loss since July 16....Yeahhhh..
August 19, 2004 - Its been a few weeks since i updated. I went and saw Nikki tonight and she is doing wonderful...Hopefully she will be going home tomorrow..As I was leaving the hospital, i weighed myself and yet i lost another 15lbs...Go me...I am truly happy...I now weight 378, man i have not seen those number in a long time. I feel soo liberated...but i am on myway to my goal. I am eating great...fighting protein but eating good...I Thank God i have not Dumped or anything, mind you when i eat to much, my bowels are ready to be released..haha....but the key i have to eat more...i see why they say 3 small meals and 3 snacks along with all my liquids..ohh...imma get there...
August 22, 2004 - Well its sunday and i have cooked my first dinner, ohh today i had cabbage and baked porkchops and my goodness it was awesome. Last night, i went to see my friend Nikki and my oh my she is doing wonderful...I am soo happy she has joined us on the other side...Well i am gone i will update yall again soon...
September 19, 2004 - Well i know i have not updated in a few weeks but these last few weeks has been very challenging for me. I have my godchild for good and getting her adjusted well lets just say, it has not been easy. I thank God for her being her and I pray daily for patience and guidance. Out and about yesterday with my best friend and the kids and we was in the mall and went to use the bathroom and paid that ole .25cents to use the scale and low and behold, i lost another 13lbs. Go me, Go me. I have been eating great, yet I still need to excersise. I will soon, i truly will. I found me a drink and yogurt that has protein in it and its really good, The Dr Atkins Carb Solutions, smoothie and yogurt, grant it, its not really high in protein but the amount is great and i just have to drink plenty of them. Its worth it. Well i will go for now and update yall later..Email me with any questions..
November 2, 2004 - Well Vote Or Die...Please Get out and VOTE VOTE Today.....I weight myself and my godchild doctors office and yes they have a huge digital scale and guess what, i am down another 22lbs, which is a total of 74lbs...I am sooo happy...i have been doing wonderful..working out liek crazy and eating good..just full of energy....I Thank God for getting my life back..and when I tell you, i feel awesome..
November 29, 2004 - Thanksgiving with my family back in new olreans was awesome...Ohhh My when i tell you I had a ball and ate sooo good...Ohh..Partied with my friends...Just had a damn blast...After all that I lost another 18lbs on top of that..I am sooo excited...Took some pictures..I will have them posted really soon....Working out like a mad woman..hahaha...Got to get phine for 2005..
December 27, 2004 - Well had my 6 month visit with Dr Smith and everything is going well. Although there were some concerns with my tummy area, we are going to see what thats about this week and have a CT Scan done to make sure there are no scare tissues or to see how my fibroids are doing, etc. Other then that, i am doing great. I have lost more weight so I am excited about that. I finally have joined the Century Club...yeahhh me..
My Christmas holiday was awesome....I ate good and enjoyed my family so that has been very awesome...Grant it I had a bad cold, but its ok...i am doing awesome...Santa Claus was good to my godchild, as she got everything she wanted..and I am just so happy I cant stand it..hahaha...Now I am ready to bring in the new year full of live and engergy and drama free....Looking Forward To An Awesome 2005.
January 4, 2005 - Well My CT Scan came back very positive. There were no scared tissues or tumors, however my fibroids have enlarged which is ok....But the most shocking news was the fact that I AM PREGNANT...that was not news I was expecting...But in all things I praise God...
January 17, 2005 - Well I had my first OB appointment and my first ultrasound and I am pregnant and not only pregnant but I am 19 weeks pregnant. WOW and I had no clue. Talk to my surgeon, Dr Smith to find out how will this effect my surgery and he has positive outlooks for me and I do also, he just stressed I stay on my vitamins and eat healthy and well enough for the baby to continue to grow. NOt a problem at all Doc. I am doing what the doctor ordered. My OB, not all to familiar with the surgery was very interested in knowing all and she made sure she contacted Dr Smith to get all information regarding the procedure and the after effects to make sure She operates in my best interest with his help to ensure a healthy fullterm pregnancy and delivery.
February 15, 2005 - Well today I had my second ultrasound and everything look wonderful. I am having a BABY BOY!!!this is just way to awesome. He is just healthy and kicking and moving like he just grown..hahaha...His weight and organs and everything just look great. To God Be The Glory...I am truly truly blessed and God is just truly blessing me with a miracle child. There are some concerns with the fibroids but my doctors are watching them very closely to make sure they do not interfere with the baby's growth. But God is truly in control and everything will be fine. My prayer daily is a normal, fullterm, healthy, no complications delivery and healthy baby. So God got this under control.....
March 14, 2005 - Today is my mommy's birthday..Happy Birthday Mother...My God Bless You With Many More...
March 15, 2005 - Today i visit with my obgyn and the specialist which did my ultrasound and me and baby is fine, however some conerns came about due to his tummy area is on the small side. His weight is 1lb 14oz. His heartbeat is awesome and strong and he just moves like he is playing football...I mean the fetal kicks are awesome. There are still concerns with my fibroids but they are watching it.
March 16, 2005 - Well today working the day away and my doctor calls and placed me on bed rest until i have the baby. I am just speechless and I cried and prayed but God know's best and I am going to be alright..My orders are to lay down, eat alot but healthy and drink plenty of water.
March 24, 2005 - Well today is a week on bed rest and so far all i have done was sleep and eat and watch almost everything on tv...This is going to get boring really soon i am sure but the good thing, any swelling i had is gone. My weight is steady at 286 but I just pray by the time i go back to the doctor for another ultrasound on next week, my baby would have gained more weight. He will, i am positive about it.
June 12, 2005 - God is good all the time. I had a baby boy on May 3, 2005 and from that day to today I had been in the hospital 3 times for weeks at a time but glory be to God, i am home, healed and waiting for my baby boy to come home. Still maintaining my weighloss which is great, just now have to really work out. Thank you to all those who prayed for me in my time of need. Update yall soon..
July 6, 2005 - Well I am still recooping well yet didnt realize how sick i was, i have lost so much weight but i am still healthy and doing well. Gettting stronger and now approaching 1 year post op. God is soo good. My son is doing great, praying he come home really soon. This has been one heck of a year but I praise God I am making it through..
August 23, 2005 - God is truly an awesome God...My son had to have surgery today. The doctors had to place a tracheotomey and feeding tube to help him breathe and the surgery was a success and he is doing awesome. Stats are wonderful and he is just resting peacefully. My son weights 9lbs 1oz now and is 18inches long...A big hamhock..hahah...
August 3, 2006
Oh how its been a long time since I have been on here. Heyyy Yall. Whats going on? Well I am doing well,living great, Thanking God each day for life, health and strenght. I am 2 years post op and steady 165 in weight and just active, living again. Last year was a bumpy year with me having my son and getting sick but God is a healer and He has worked and still is working miracles and healings in our lives. My son, wow, what can I say about my little man. He is a year now, and my mother has him rotten. He deserve to be spoiled. Funny Funny character I tell you. These kids have a mind of there own. He just lights up the room smiling all the time, I mean a good baby. I am soo happy for all the wonderful great works God has done in his life. I have been working crazy hours Thank God, I am not complaining.
Hurricane Katrina hit New Orleans, my home town and God sent my family to me, which was a blessing in disquised. My mommy cooks alll the time, Oh goodness all I do is eat, eat, eat. It's been wonderful having her here since she has wanted to move for years now. "Dang momma, it had to take some water to get you to move" hehe. In every sadness, there is gladness, you just got to laugh.
Well I am on now and will be here more often. I miss yall and keep in touch. Check out my updated pictures on picture trail. I am always trying to be photogenic..hehehe...Talk to yall soon.
December 23, 2006 - WOW time fly by when your having fun, living life and enjoying family. Since the hurricane, my family is here permanately and it has been wonderful. My son is doing awesome, growing, getting big, 19 months now and goodness just all over place. You can't tell me God is not a healer and in control of life because He is truly blessing me and mines. I am doing great with my weight. I am steady at 185, need to drop them 5 lbs but i am happy and satisfied. Sitting here and watching my son laugh as my goddaughter play with him is such a joy.
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