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iam now 5 months post op and let me tell you i try to follow the diet as much as possible lol never eating alot but sometimes picking but its ok we are all human as for weight loss i am happy to report that i have lost 110 pounds wow thats a small person i have met the most wonderful man and life could not be better!!! i only want to lose 40 more pounds and i will be content with myself i feel 110% better and would do it all over again tomrrow if i had too. dont let your life pass you by make the choice to improve your quality of life!!!

well here it is i am almost 3 moths post op and havent posted in awhile just getting used to my new life and my new eating habits.... so heres my story surgery went great i couldnt be happier but heres the bad the hospital stay was horrible they didnt know if they were coming or going and i got stuck in the middle of it the nurses where so rude to my guest telling me i couldnt have more than 2 guest at a time so my dad mom and daughter could not be in the room together at the same time which is bullshit but anyway than they took the foley out too soon and i even said that i couldnt pee and they straight cathed me 9 times which caused a wicked uti and i almost had to go home with a foley bag i would have died but all and all it was ok the first two weeks were ok i was tired alot didnt want to move much and by the end i was gaging on the protien shakes but continued to drink them i think i went through chew withdrawl lol mushy food went well and than the half mushy half solid went well too no dumps thank god the wieght loss has been wonderful i am down 80 pounds went from a 26/28  to a 14/16 top and the bottoms are slower i have the pear shape that everyone dreeds but i will go away soon the bottoms were a 26 and now are a 20 and would be a 18 if it wasnt for my thunder thighs lol my family and friends have been so supportive i couldnt ask for more i feel so much better than i did before surgery and it can only get better i am so happy with my choice to have surgery and choosing the best surgeon around helped too lol my personal goal was just to be able to ride a rollercoaster with my daughter and i have done that already so anything now is just a plusthe only thing i can leave you with is the knowledge that i have knowing that it is really mental all the fast food and ice cream and candy you dont need it your not hungry for it you just want it and surgery changed that for me it is true when they say that it is mind over matter atleast for me it is i do not live to eat anymore i now eat to live!!!!!!! take care till next time

well tomorrows the big day and i am scared shitless omg i am sooo scared but in the same breath im calm knowing that every choice i have made this past year has lead me here! in this moment i am excited for the first time in a long to to live. to do all things without fear of what people will say or people will think.to live free of so much pain and hurt masked by a smile. to feel trully content with myself. to finally love myself so much that i can let someone else love me in return. this feeling is unexplainable. i am trully blessed for everything i have been givin in life from a great mom to a wonderful brother and a beautiful daughter and some really great friends.some people walk this earth valuing things that have no meaning. i am one of the lucky ones though. knowing that god has shared so many wonderful people with me. i know that all the people in my life love me unconditional and for that i will be forever greatfull. i know that everything will go wonderful tomorrow beacuse god is watching over me, he has sent me so many angels in my life i know that i am blessed. wish me luck all the next time we talk i will be a loser god i cant wait night all

i have been so nervous fro the last week just thinking about what is going to happen how my life is going to change its so scary to think about it i just want to get in over with surgery is one week away and im sick to my stomach with excitment and nervousness but its ok the closer it gets the more calm knowing that i have made the right choice for me i just wish i can get it over with already lol

so here it is my surgery date feb 5th and boy am i scared i wasnt until lois said feb 5th like is was the end of the world you know what it is the end of the world this is what i have been waiting for a chance to live a normal life again free of so much pain physical and mental i am so ready for the journey to begin i have been working really hard with a loss of 20 pounds i am excited see hard work really pays off so the countdown has begun 17 more days till my life begins i just wanted to say that i feel that i am very blessed with all the love and support i have recieved from family and friends and i know that god is watching over me i may not have money or fame but i have love and not many people can say that talk to you all soon

i am now back on track with the holiday i have been slacking for a bit with a 2 pound gain but if you fall of the horse you must get right back on so that i have done and now i am down 3 pounds with a total loss of 7 pounds 3 more to go and its time for surgery i cant wait i just hope that all goes well and soon i will be living a new life in a new and improved body....... have a happy holiday all

so its been awhile since i last posted i have been so sick with streap thoat and also and ear infection i was in the hospital over the weekend but i getting better now i havent worked out in 2 weeks but i havent eaten much either i went to my ultrasound and that was fine and met wiht liz the dietitian and she said i was on the right track with a lose of 5 pounds not bad..... and i went to my phsc evaluation and i am cleared for surgery      yayayayayayayaya i cant wait stay tuned........

well i am  losing shocking as that may seem i went to leave for work this morning put on my favorite jacket even though i cant button it and oh my god to my suprised i can button it !!!!! see hard work does pay off . i am going tuesday for my ultrasound on my gallbladder and also to see the dietitian but i think everything will be fine if they have to remove my gallbladder more pounds i lose lmao and i am already finished with eveything else it is just a waiting game now well i say game on !!!!

so i didnt join a gym instead my dad gave me a treadmill so i have been using that ever day 60mins 2.5 miles once i get used to that i will shoot for 3.5 miles but that is almost jogging and i am not a hero lol i hope that it is working i dont feel any lighter but than again it has only been 4 days slow and steady wins the race!!!!! 

so i started a diet today and i feel good im drinking water and eating right  and as of yesturday it has been 31 days since my last ciggarette yayayaya let me tell you it was the best thing i ever done i have more energy and feel way healthier and tonight when i get out of work im joining a gym alittle scared about that but we will see how it goes me the machine and my ipod against the world