Tiny

Aug 05, 2010

Well last week two people called me tiny. I have NEVER been called tiny. The two people that said this did not know me before surgery so it really meant a lot coming from them. Because we all know compared to what I weighed before surgery I am REALLY tiny. I don't feel that tiny. I feel good. I feel healthy.
Last weekend I made a sugar free cake with frosting. This was the first piece of cake I've had sense the surgery and birthday cake is the one thing that I really miss with ice cream. We can't forget the ice cream.  The only problem is I felt really bad eating it. I felt like I've come this far and here I am eating this cake. Even though it was sugar free. I felt like I was taking a step backwards. And where would this cake lead to. I've changed my eating habits so much why do I dare take a chance to trigger bad habits again. I throw the cake out after eating two pieces. OMG!! I can't believe I did that. I have never throw cake out. It is not worth taking the chance. This sounds so crazy. Oh well, It's my crazy world and I love it. Have a great day and a better tomorrow.

Des

Life isn't fair, bit it's still good.

When in doubt, just take the next small step.

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