It's been the hardest 5 days of my life! My surgery went 2 hours longer then expected, then my oxygen leval wouldnt stay up because i wouldnt breathe good! Now im still in quite a bit of pain, They did manage to finish my surgery lap but i think they took a pair of pliers and a hammer into my left side and played around for a few hours. I finally was able to shower today with a little help. I finally broke down crying this morning and my hubby thought i was gonna die! I just felt sooo alone. I havent been able to sit and type here or cook, or do anything. I try to walk all i can but i only get around the house a couple of times and back to the horrible recliner on the couch! I WANT MY BED!!! i swear im gonna burn that couch when im finished! IM over water! Im over pain! Im over not being in control! When will i be able to go outside! I dont know weather to lower my pain meds? or keep taking them all, as they wear off i get weepy. I want my mind to be clear!! My head is three days ahead of my body! Sorry for the mood but im tired of being tired!! MissAmerica