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  Hi Everyone, it's been a while since i've updated my profile.  Everything has been really good with me.  I have just been living life and doing all kinds of things that i was so restricted on doing before.  It's been a year and 4 1/2 months.  Wow, how time flies.  I went to Disneyland on my birthday (got in for free ) and for the first time in 20 years, i was able to get on some rides without worrying about not fitting in them. I had so much fun and i'm thinking of going back this weekend.  Last weekend i went to Seaworld and had a BLAST!!!  For 2 days, i walked around that park with no problem.  I didn't feel tired or winded.  I was all over the park and on every ride i could get on.  My energy level is so high now.  It's amazing.  I've reached a plateau but i'm ok with it for now.  That only means that i will have to work a little harder to reach my goal.  Sometimes i still feel like all of this is a dream but it's not, it's just me getting to live life all over again.  I'm exploring and trying to do everything i can.  I never thought my life would change this much.  I'm loving it!!  Good luck to those of you who are thinking about having this surgery and best wishes to those of you who have had it.  Live your life to the fullest!!  I know i am. 

 HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!  Just wanted to update my blog.  Well, my boyfriend and i ended up getting back together and so far so good.  We had a great time on New Years and hoping to have an even better time this entire year.  I'm enjoying being able to do many things now that i'm 200+ lbs smaller.  I went to get my hair done today, its been 5 months and i was so happy to be able to fit in the chair comfortably.  I know it sounds funny but i never really fit in the chair and now i had plenty of room. There are so many things that are new to me and things that i haven't been able to do since i was so heavy.  I feel so blessed to be able to experience so much.  I was so limited and now so many doors are opening up for me.  I've been looking at my before pictures a lot lately and i'm just amazed of how much i've lost and how much better i feel.  It still seems like a dream to me.   I have a ways to go but i'm liking it and i know i will love it even more when i reach my goal.

  TODAY ITS BEEN A YEAR SINCE MY SURGERY AND I'M AMAZED AT THE RESULTS!!!    Wow, this entire year has gone by so fast.  It started off a little rough but with the way i feel today, I HAVE NO REGRETS AT ALL AND I WOULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!  CONGRATULATIONS TO ME AND TO ALL OF YOU THAT ARE CELEBRATING YOUR NEW LIFE!!! 

  Well, my one year anniversary is coming up on December 3rd and so far i've lost a total of 186 lbs.  How amazing is that?!!!  I can't believe it myself!!!  I move around a lot quicker, i feel lighter on my feet, an entire person is gone!!  I'm extremely happy but so sad at the same time.  My boyfriend of 4 years and i decided to break up.  I am so sad but i know in my heart that he truly loves me.  With the changes with myself, both mentally and physically and all the changes in his life, it was too much for us to handle right now.  I'm hoping and praying that we can find our way home to each other in the near future.  I love this man dearly for being there for me thru this life changing experience.  He said that we should focus on ourselves and take care of ourselves.  That is so true.  As much as my heart hurts, i will try my best to continue to work on what is good for me mentally,physically and emotionally.  With the love of all my friends and family, i can get thru this and become a stronger person.  I have faith and with that anything is possible. I've come this far with all these changes and i will continue to do what's best for me.  There are no guarantee's in life.  Life is what i make it, if i want to be happy, i will be happy, if i want to be sad then i will be sad.  i WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!