Evie21
Feelin like Mary J ~singin NO MORE DRAMA!
Mar 15, 2011
Well, it's official. I tried to be a good wife and avoid confrontations, go to my support groups and counseling to learn how to communicate better in a relationship, anger management, domestic violence prevention, etc, and all for nothing. My husband refuses to be understanding about my upcoming surgery and how I need his support and trust and understanding now more than ever. Instead he forced me to have to call the cops and put a restraining order on him, and now I am preparing to go thru this major surgery with only my sister and her husband and the kids for support. All of my family is in Texas. I really wish my mom was here right now. I'm terrified! Why couldnt he just be understanding and sensitive to my needs? Why did he have to be a jerk and restrain me and emotionally and mentally abuse me? I just don't understand men I guess. Why his insecurities were enough of a reason to jeopardize the success of my surgery thru his constant harrassment and openly admitting his opposition to my life-altering surgery-I will never know. All that I know is I DID WHAT I HAD TO DO. And from today forward, I will continue doing what I have to do to make sure that I put my health at the top of my list so that in the future I will be there in every way for the life of my daughter and being able to finally enjoy my life as well. I started cleaning my room since it was a tornado from all the drama over the weekend. I did my final grocery shopping and got jello's, cream of wheat, liquid soups and broths, and protein mix-all sugar free of course-and some other goodies as I start final preparations for my surgery. I cleaned out my minifridge and restocked it and will do all of my laundry tomorrow and possibly do a scrubdown of my bathroom while I'm at it. All of that will have to go down after my Pre-op testing tomorrow morning at 845am and after that my meeting on Fort Dix with a caseworker for my drama with my husband. Then its physical therapy for my ankles and then back home to do my chores. Ugh. It's gonna be another exhausting day! AAhhh!!
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About Me
San Antonio, TX
Location
32.4
BMI
Surgery
03/21/2011
Surgery Date
Nov 15, 2010
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