LaTanya W.
It's been a while but...here goes!
Jul 15, 2009
Where do I start? Since I came back from Vegas on 4th of July, I haven't been doing well on my vitamins or protein shakes. Ok, I haven't been doing it AT ALL.I have been able to eat a lot better and I haven't thrown up once so I think I just got too comfortable feeling "normal" again. It's no wonder I've been feeling soooooooo tired. My hair was starting to shed some too when I washed it this weekend so you would think that would motivate me to get back on track but nope - I failed.
I will wake up tomorrow and get back on the plan though so I can get my energy back and I can stop feeling sorry for myself. I thought the psychological aspect that BAF speaks about was bullshit but now I see. I have to remind myself not to load up my plate because I start feeling sickly after maybe just 3 or 4 bites. It sucks that I don't dump either. I mean absolutely nothing makes me dump and I feel stupid for drinking that goddamned soda when I know I shouldn't.
I am just messing up all around but I WILL GET BACK ON TRACK AND DO IT RIGHT. I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe it's because I've been bleeding for 2 months straight and my hormones are messed up. Who knows what it is but it's only been 4 months so if I don't get it together now - I never will.
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About Me
San Diego, CA
Location
38.6
BMI
Surgery
03/18/2009
Surgery Date
Aug 13, 2008
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