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just me again, just updating after some months well what can I say, Im happy, yes I was feeling deppresed for a while and did gain 11 pnds, I know what I did wrong I just didn't care I went back to some old habits and that made me feel worse, but here Iam happy to say that I lost 6 of those pounds and Im going strong to get to my goal , yes it's hard now but if you see it like a life change it gets easier, I went back to exercising 6 days a week and now Im hiking mountains wich I truley love and enjoy..it kicks but you can't walk the next day..lol..it means its working right...but now my body is getting used to it ..I don't get as tired, and I went back to drinking my protein, and stopped grazing and im drinking water...well Im human that's all I can say, but one thing I know is I never ever want to weight 306 pnds again...thank's all my friends for your help...love u all. 

Hello everyone I know it's been a while since I been here, but im here now it's what counts I guess just the everyday struggle of life, well I can't complain god has been blessing me everyday, for those of you who are wondering how my journey has been going, well it's been wonderful not easy, but I wouldn't change a thing, Im still at my 165 pnds I do go up 5 and then down again, im still trying to reach a goal of 160 but tell that to my body it won't listen ..lol...as for my health back in march I had a blood transfusion due to my low hemoglobin, and anemia I needed 2 iron infusions and wow did that make me feel better, now Im back to my jogging , and lifting weights again, I did a pancreatic walk in feb in memory of my mom which I lost in 2005 because of this cancer, and my goal is to run a marathon one day, and it's not easy I do love to exersice but like everything I have my days even weeks when I just stop and when I feel Im going back to my old ways I stop myself and think I did this for me , my health, my family and I start again, even the eating Im not going to lie I drink soda not every day but i do, it's just back to normal now I just can't fit much in my pouch noiw but it's easy to gain weight now so here is the diet and exersice again..lol..but i can say alot of my bad habits did change during this time , now I crave salads and fruit even protein shakes..the cookie and cream one,,how weird is that ..lol...well I just want to let my friends here at oh know what it feels like at almost 18 months out it's owsome , and I guess im getting used to my new self and I love it...if it's all about you go ahead and do what your heart tells you..luv u all.

Well I made it, yuuppiii, one year ago I was overweight, had type 2 diabetes, palpitations , my legs hurt alot, ..so where did that chick go, well im here just as a new person this rny saved my life let me tell you, here iam now full of energy nothing hurts and I mean nothing, I can run 4 miles climb mountains, lift weights , anything I want and it feels so good, I learned to love life 12 months later I did reach my goal this month, actually a week before the 23 of dec wich is my aniversary day, all I can say is that I hope god keeps blessing me with health and motivation to continue this journey becouse this is not the end, here comes the hard part...lol.. 

Here iam at 10 months out at 165 pnds..that's 119 pounds down and 5 to go hopefully im at goal at my 1 year surgiversary, well I feel fine at this weight right now and everybody thinks Im too thin now im 5"7, but my surgeon wants me at 160 , it seems hard now to loose the last pounds ive been doing alot of working out at the gym, but now i lift more weights people think I already had plastics done, nope it's all that weight lifting i say, it does work, but these last pounds seem hard I dnt know now if Im trying to loose the last 5 for me or my surgeon..lol,, but i'll make it , foodwise im doing good, well if u don't know bt me, i don't dump..I know I shouldn't of found out but oh well i did, I can eat almost anything sweet but with some things my stomach will get upset, i just have to be carefull but that is it...well nothing much has changed with this last month hope by next month something new is up, thanks for being such great friends..OH...luv ya all.

Well here iam again ..now it's been 9 months..what can I say i can't be happier..so many changes and challenges for me but I have been strong and done my job with this..Im down 117 pounds and happy to say im only 9 pounds away from my goal..well i wanted 165 to be my goal but my surgeon said 160, being so close is the good thing, im still working out 5-6 days a week, in august i was jogging everyday..i got a tan and my body looked leaner, im also lifting weights 4 days a week and taking a kickboxing class, im just everywhere it seems like nobody can handle me now,.lol. well my friends are really supportive, i get alot of negative comments mostly from family and co workers I learned to ignore it all , as long as i feel good about myself I know im doing good with my journey, and foodwise im eating alot of healthy food, well I do have my ups and downs especially those days of the month, I do crave sweets but i stick to sugar free stuff, I think I don't dump I know it's not a good thing to know that but i have ate and drank stuff with sugar and nothing , i feel fine, well a starbucks frapp will make my tummy turn, I guess i'll just do my best with everything I do I must realize Im human and not perfect in any way, well I guess this is all for this month thank's for being here and reading my blog,

Well here iam 6 months later, and what can I say it's fantastic, the lord has blessed me with this surgery and given me the strenth that I need to overcome my obstacles, and I do have some believe me, well Im 105 pnds down and really happy, it's hard work I work out 6 days a week but love it, i started to take kickboxing classes and I also go hiking...so many things well, it's frightning at times when you think your the same person, but then your own friends don't recognize you, Im not going to lie at times i have been embarrased when people get shocked to see me or ask me questions, I have also had the negative peeps, you know ...oh my god you need to stop loosing weight, or all you need is wings to fly, well that one is kinda cute..lol, well nutrition wise Im doing great , haven't tried nothing I shouldn't no dumping ti'll now and I hope to stay this way, well I guess i'll stop for now , if anybody needs advise or has questions for me feel free to ask...Im here to help..lub my ob friends. 

Hey my friends, I hope everybody is doing fine, and feeling blessed, as for me Im 75 pnds down, some weeks slow loss others more, but it's all good im getting used to my new lifestyle, hitting the gym 4-5 times a week I started weight training, now people are noticing alot, like im shrinking or something..well anyways no problems with me at all, only sometimes I eat too fast and my tummy hurts for a while until my food settles, but other than that im good, taking all my protein in, every morning I make a protein shake , it's so good I add diffrent things and I enjoy them alot, and another thing I haven't lost a hair until now, actually my hair feels thicker than before, I will knock on wood on that, maybe it's all my protein and vitamins I take faithfully, well just a little something about what Im going through right now, I put up some photos, but I haven't had time to take full body one's but I promise I will.      

Im 2 months out today, and what can I say im just loving it, im down 61 pounds and what I have learned is incredible, now I eat to live not live to eat, it's a big diffrence, but Im sticking to it, and the exercise is just giving me so much energy that Im enjoying it now, I even go on sundays, that was not me before, well Im not going to lie it is a hard road to go, you loose some things, but gain your health back, a day at a time, I just pray that my down's that I have bring me way way up...well I just wanted to let you guys know how Im feeling 2 months out and 61 pnds lighter, everybody started to notice me now, exept me, I know it's weird but I don't see a big diffrence, maybe when I hit the 100 pnds, one more thing Im out of cloths I have lost 3 pant sizes LOL, it's funny but Im not buying cloths yet, I'll just were a belt...well I hope everyone is having great days like me and don't let nothing get you down, you know the bad comment's from so called friends...yes I got one the other day, but I just feel sorry for them becouse if we did this surgery we are brave, strong, people and nobody can top that, we work twice as hard and sacrifice much more than anybody...so be happy about your surgery you are the best .

Hey everyone, I hope everybody is fine, well it's 1 month today that I had my surgery, and Im very happy to report that Iam doing great, I know my last post was negative, but I was only 2 weeks out, it's normal I guess, but now Im so getting used to this and Im liking it alot, I haven't had any complications or nothing, I started going to the gym like 2 weeks ago and I can exercise now,,,whoopi...anyways it's kinda hard when there is party's but I bring my own food, and like I get full very fast I don't crave nothing that they have, well I just wanted to let everybody know how Im doing at 1 month, it's going great, and by the way my total weight loss  is 42 pounds since I started this journey, luv u all keep motivated and positive....see you next month.

hi everyone im 10 days out, and feeling really good, no complications but I can't stop thinking about something happening to me, I keep reading all these things about others, and i can't help but getting scared for myself to the point of regreting the surgery, I know maybe Im just exaterating becouse until now I feel fine, almost like my old self before the surgery , but at night I can't sleep just thinking about all these things, and I get anxiety over it I don't know if im normal or have to go see a phyc...I have an appointment with my surgeon on jan 7 I will be asking some questions, and I have prayed to god to keep me peaceful, and that Iam in his hands nomatter what happens it's him that decides well it has been a lil hard on me these couple days becouse of newyears and stuff you know food, food. food. it's not that Im hungry but just to see it or be around it makes me mad, sad to the point of tears, becouse I know I can't even taste it, well I pray it would get better today im over my sisters house family came to visit they had fried chicken, rice mashed potatoes that I made well I had 2 tastes of those nothing happened in my stomach,,,,yeah, well I brought all my drinks, jello pudding ect....well thanks to everybody that will comment this and uplift my spirit ....god bless you all.