STACY RICHARDSON
dr visit.
Dec 30, 2009
well i went to dr lalor today.. got busted big time. it sucked. lol.. i have pain on my left side. have to have a cat scan. yeaa me..
my diet is crap he said. too many carbs too much mt dew..
so busted.. not enough protein. so i guess i start all over once again. jeeze.. i feel like i just keep screwing this up more and more.
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my diet is crap he said. too many carbs too much mt dew..
so busted.. not enough protein. so i guess i start all over once again. jeeze.. i feel like i just keep screwing this up more and more. i was wrong to do this.
Nov 23, 2009
alright i have done some research on soem stuff. so here it goes.. as of psych issues with wls. i have the depression, it says that it was prob there before surgery.. its true. i have never denied that. it also says that meds dont work as well due to absorbation rates. bummer because they didnt work all that well before. i also read in another blog i think it was that many of us wls patients dont like to be looked at all the time. i have taken up the little hobby of not leaving my house unless absolutly necessary. dr meetings maybe a store once a week after ten pm. people that have seen me before just stare at me. i have lost friends over this,and along with (not that i had many to begin with.), family telling me i was so wrong to do this. my health issues came back diabetes. apparently the depression. the pcos is worse. i cant lose anymore weight. i am exercising or was i quit a week ago. over an hr a day every day. nothing. not a pound was lost. so i gave it up. why should i become so exhaused for nothing. i went to meeting tonight. one person said hi to me. i dont belong there i guess. it was much more depressing to go an see all these people losing weight and becoming so much more healthy and happy and im not. i am going to go to one more meeting because a psychatrist is gonna be there and that will prob be it. i did this so i could be helathy and happier and im not.
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allison kraus song
Nov 16, 2009
In this world I walk alone with no place to call my home
But there's One who holds my hand
The rugged road through barren lands
The way is dark, the road is steep
But He's become my eyes to see
The strength to climb, my griefs to bear
This Savior lives inside me there
In Your love I find release
A haven from my unbelief
Take my life and let me be
A living prayer my God to thee
In these trials of life I find
Another Voice inside my mind
He comforts me and bids me live
Inside the love the Father gives
In your love I find release
A haven from my unbelief
Take my life and let me be
A living prayer my God to thee
take my life and let me be
A living prayer my God to thee
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Nov 13, 2009
i am having a very hard time with this weight loss. so many issues are poping up i dont know where to start. anyone have any suggestions. 
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i wanna...
Nov 12, 2009
i wanna cry kick and scream but i cant. i look at all those before and after pictures and se e so many changes in peple and then i dont see any in me. it seems like it so much easier for others. they have the support and help from others. and i was thrown to the wolfs as usual. 
. i wanna hide and never come out. 
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. i wanna hide and never come out. ...sick...
Oct 24, 2009
i am sicker then a bull frog this weekend. i know the daycare teached kids to share but come on.. jezze
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OY!OY!OY!
Oct 21, 2009
if i have anymore stress in my life im gonna inflate like a helium baloon!!!!!
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exhausted
Oct 15, 2009
i am so exhuasted anymore.i cant seem to get any energy. ive tried eating banbanas before exercising. but nothing seems to be working. i am still at the same weight for over 3 months now. i only lost weight hte first 3 months of surgery. very baffling.
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