Hello everyone

Jan 14, 2015

Hi I'm new. My name is Mary and I'm not good with PCs so I will misspell a lot, sorry. I have like a dual issue because I am also Bipolar. my Mom died july 16th last year then it was just me and my dad. and my brother next door in his apartment and his wife there (they own the house). so I don't work and I'm divorced three years ago.I am trying to get into public housing now so my brother can afford the house. My dad has parkinsons and dementia and he's diabetic. I was taking care of him with home health aids coming evry other day and my brother and his wife coming over to put him to bed. He got weak and started falling all and his doctors decided he needed to go in a nursing home cause I couldn't get him off the floor when he fell.

I have started to gorge on junk ever since ma died and I don't have the courage to go back to the gym yet.

I weigh 240 and I've gained 5 since nov.

my weight before surgery was 376

I am going to try to diet again. but it is real hard.

my family thinks I'm fat and stupid and lazy and only sees me when they have to and my friends never call anymore so Id like to make new ones

I have acid reflux too and it's so hard because they never have food I can eat without being sick and I spent thanksgivivng and xmas alone and most of them haven't even come to get their gifts.

So I don't know if I need a revision or what I am going to try to stick to 1600 calories a day and hopefully go to the gym once a week and that's about it.

I try my best to be nice and my social skills are so lax cause I'm alone all the time all I got is my cat to cheer me up and sales at the store.

I don't know what else to say but I think I make a good friend,

peace to all,

Mary

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