furbaby_mommy
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Nov 08, 2008
I had my consult yesterday, He told me that I need to lose abou 25lbs to be in better shape for the surgery. Today, I start eating protien shakes and salad. I wasn't much on salad when I did Atkins. Please pray that the Lord be with my family during this process. I am liable to be a little bit mean.
Last night I mourned food. I said goodbye to all the foods that we had here that I enjoyed. I didn't cry or anything. I sat down to supper and ate it. Then later on, my DH and I threw down with some 100 Calorie CC cookies. I realize today that I never gave myself the chance when I did anything before. I just assumed that I would lose weight to eat all the old bad stuff again. What really threw me off was that no carbonated beverages. I always throught that I could count on my old standby of fizzies to help me through this.
Who would think that after almost nine years of considering this surgery I would react like this?
Last night I mourned food. I said goodbye to all the foods that we had here that I enjoyed. I didn't cry or anything. I sat down to supper and ate it. Then later on, my DH and I threw down with some 100 Calorie CC cookies. I realize today that I never gave myself the chance when I did anything before. I just assumed that I would lose weight to eat all the old bad stuff again. What really threw me off was that no carbonated beverages. I always throught that I could count on my old standby of fizzies to help me through this.
Who would think that after almost nine years of considering this surgery I would react like this?