Half way there!

Sep 25, 2009

This is very unpredictable.  Some months i loose less than others.  I've had a lot of stress in the last few months that helped me not want to eat at all or not much and that's helped me loose more.  I have days where I put food in my mouth and just want to spit it out (and do).  Some days I feel very hungry but that's a different thing from before.  Two bites of this or the other and I am full.  On those days I tend to eat more frequently than others.  I see all these before and afters that frustrate me since most of them say they went from an elephant to a gazelle in a year.  It never says what type of surgery they had.  It never says the date or their height/weight.  Very frustrating to compare it with anyone else.  I work out as often as I can but half the time i don't have much energy to do a real workout as i use to in the past.  i am constantly tired and even though I take vitamins, I am still loosing hair like crazy. 
At times I wish I hadn't had the surgery and when i see that I have lost half of what I was supposed to I change my mind.  It's a very conflicting emotion/though.  I have no idea when or if I will get to my goal weight. 
If anyone asks for my opinion on the surgery, I would give them my honest thoughts on the subject. 
God give me strength and patience during this hard time in my life.  Perhaps I feel down cause of so many other things going on in my life...

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