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I am the happiest that I have ever been in my life. The wieght did change who I was, and it block me from becoming howm I am now. I have to say I am more shy than I was befor I lost the wieght . but I can now do things that I could never do befor. I have totally change the way I eat and how i  see food. Also the way I channell my angery like ( not trun to food for comfort) but finding real reason of what  upsets me and  finding a activity to modivatie in to not falling back into the same bad habits. Yes this sugery helped me and change my life for ever. My sugeron I think  is the best dodctor I know beause he save me for hurting myself and God  carried  me thru many yrs of heartache and pain and he seen me thru the best time in my life. but this sugery is no walk in the park, it is not easy. So I  can truly say that I have did it,  i have won. Bye 420plbs  bye 382.6 bye size 32 dress good bye for ever size 4x top. hello to living and happiness yes I still have a little ways to go, but when I look at what I have done it will never give up on living again. its to fun

Today is saturday and I have three mores to go . I am scared

I am now drinking ofti fast . I was never a big milk shake fan . so the ofti-fast is very hard for me to get down. but I have been chasing it with sugar free drinks. I was 382 but now i weight 358lb. that is with out the wls. yeah

Ok  so I got the tentative surgery date but I really did not now what that meant. I want to know if I was approved or not so I call bcbs and asked. There was this super nice man who toke time out to look and find out if I would be approved or not . He put me on hold four about four minute. and  then came back on 5the phone . He said miss bridget you are approved it was like music to my ears. Thank you god.

I have my suregry date sept. 24

Thank you GOD

now is the insurance part. I just wait . As you now that is my favorite part.

I hope that things are looking up. Because I have my descssion cancult on monday and then it is up to my insurance. I have ever thing that the insurance wanted . I have even lossed 13lb of the 20lbs. that my surgeon wanted me to loss. so I think that I'm doing good. I just pray to the good LORD that I get approved. Oh the doctor also told me that I fall in to the very low risk catagroy so maybe that will help. I write on this all the time its just to keep every thing off my mind.

I write with better news. I heard from the surgeon office. I will have to have my upper gi done agian that is sad but ok and I have to see the anaisaolgist
but I will do all of this monday. and then I will see the surgeon. and they call to tell me that the pictures that I sent will work find for my insurance so may be things are looking up. and GOD has it all in cotroll.

I have heard from the surgeon office and geust what! They said that they will need my 5 yrs wieght history .Ok I have gave you everything that I have . so I told the girl very nice that I have sent them, no mature a fact I took them my self the info and gave it to the lady at the frount desk. So that is ok. At first she could not find my upper GI but she said that she will call me back when she find it . she call me back alright only to tell me that she could not find my x-rays and I would have to have appoinment for x-rays and my anastiaha conslut and then I can see the surgeon. I am not mad but I am not happy.

I still havn't heard from the sergeon office. No phone call and no letter from mail. very ,very, very, very ,very depressed. I hate not knowing what is going on. 7-30-08