here it is....or almost

Apr 05, 2010

so.... i know it's been a little bit but......i have super dooper fabulous news.  guess what.....I got on the scale this morning and it said 261.1.  Holy hell....i am less than 2 pounds away from being in the 250's.  I am almost as light as my husband.  do you know what that means????  do you???? When I started this journey, I weighed over 90 pounds more than him.  do you know what else that means???? do ya???  I am close to 245, which happens to be the # at which I told myself I would get on the back of the motorcycle.  aaahhhhh!!!!!! i am so excited.  I love this tool that only cost a mere $11K.  LoL!  I am making the most of what I have b/c that 1 year mark will be here before you know it, and I need to get as close to goal as possible. 

Well until next time....loves ya'll & as always, thanks for reading and keeping me motivated.
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it's amazing...

Mar 15, 2010

how with a little bit of weightloss, your confidence soars.  I have been in my current position for 4 1/2 years.  when i relocated with my job to Florida, my pay was frozen for 2 years.  then this year (when it became unfrozen), they put a company wide freeze on raises.  due to the hours the hubby works, there is nowhere in my dept to advance to as long as i am unable to work every weekend.  So.....i did the unthinkable!  i put in an internal application to another department.  i am so nervous, but excited for a change at the same time.  it will be cool to learn something new, and i am pretty sure the position pays more.....so there's my raise. LOL!  Well, i guess i need to go shopping now so i can be on my A-game.  LOL!

Wish me luck!
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good gollie ms. mollie!

Mar 11, 2010

so today is Thursday March 11th.  As of this a.m. my weight is 275.4.  And the beauty of that particular # is that I am officially more than 50% to my goal weight of 209.  my halfway mark was 278.  whoopie!  this is great.  i love it.  my body is feeling loved and it's great.  i am doing things that i never would have done 72 pounds ago.  for instance.....ah-hem....drum roll please.........

i biked 12 miles on saturday!  can you believe it.  and not on a stationary bike!  a real deal pedal to the pavement, good old-fashioned bicycle.  i felt as though i was commiting exercise suicide, but I DID IT!!!!! 

smooches!

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just me thinking...

Mar 04, 2010

so I did the BMI calculator today to see where I stand.  I am officially less than 2 points away from being "obese."  I will be glad to get out of the "morbidly obese" catergory b/c to me....

Morbidly = Deathly

So that means in less that 2 BMI points, I will not longer be deathly fat.  Yippee!  I freegin' love my sleeve!
 

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who would have thought....

Mar 02, 2010

so my mom, sister, bro-in-law & niece all came in for my birthday.  we had a fabulous time.  i made a few "not the best" choices but i'm not beating myself up b/c they could have been waaaaay worse...trust me.  anywho, Sunday i signed up to do a Nature Walk with my support center here in Jacksonville and took my mom, niece & daughter with me.  I figured that the girls wouldn't be able to walk the whole way, so we took 2 umbrella strollers (not the best idea for a nature walk).  So the walk starts.  there are tree roots, pine tree junk, etc on the ground, so trying to push a stroller was not the easiest.  about 10 minutes into the walk, i no longer hear my mom right behind me. she had to stop to catch her breath.  once we started again, she asked how much further.  i knew that she wouldn't be able to finish the whole 1.5 miles.  so we took a shortcut to a wheelchair accessible path that had a smooth ramp that made pushing the strollers a breeze.  My mom kept apologizing to me for us only being able to do 3/4 of a mile instead of the whole 1.5.  i told her not to feel bad & that i applauded her for supporting me.

anyway, my point is.....at 282.4 pounds, i found that i am healthier than my 118 pound mom.  Who would have ever thought.  I guess we get so caught up on the # the scale says that we forget to notice how hard we have worked the rest of ourselves.  So if your reading this, take a second to applaud yourself for doin' whatcha gotta do!

cole

p.s.  did you check out my updated photos.....yay me!

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She keeps starring at me!!!!

Feb 23, 2010

So today is the big 31 for me.  To be honest, I am not that bent up about it like I thought I would be.  As a matter of fact, I completely forgot it was my birthday until I heard Rudy telling Jada yesterday that "tomorrow is mommies birthday!"  I looked at him like he was insane, then it clicked.  LOL!  Anywho, my mom flew down from VA for the occassion & my sissie-poo, niece & BIL are flying down today.  Here is our agenda for the next few days.....
Thurs-  SeaWorld
Fri- Disney
Sat-Tea Party for Lauren (neighbor friend)
Sun- Zoo & a Nature walk with the Novus Center (support group)
Talk about some great exercise!!!

Oh, so back to the starring.  So my mom just kept starring at me last night and telling me how she couldn't believe how great I look.  It is the first time she has seen me since surgery which oddly enough is my 2 month surgiversary.  So it made me feel good, but every time i turned around she was starrring at me smiling. :)

Well, until next time.


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Holy smokers!

Feb 21, 2010

So I just had another realization.......

I only have 3.8 more pounds to go until I am 1/2 to my goal.  That is amazing!!!!  

The not so amazing part is that I made my 1st attempt at starting the Couch2 5K yesterday and once again messed my knee up.  :(  So I have decided that I am going to be an elliptical-cycling-walking kinda gal.  Which is a-okay with me.  The dr. thinks I have a torn meniscus (the cushy cartilage in the knee).  She told me to stay off of it.  As much as I would like to follow the dr.'s orders, that just can't happen right now.  I am motivated and not trying to lose it.  It's actually kinda funny though b/c the only time it doesn't hurt is when I am cycling or ellipticaling.  Maybe b/c of the constant movement.

Anywho....until next time OH fam.

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Still figuring out this thing called a sleeve!

Feb 19, 2010

Well yesterday was officially 8 weeks post-op for me.  Life has had it's gorging moments for me, but I am glad to say that, now I actually see myself as a health concious person.  Can you believe it!  Anyway, yesterday marked a very important day for me.  8 freegin' weeks!!!!  And to make it even better, I was reading a fellow WLSurgerier's page, and he talked about how he would go through drive-thru's and order 2 meals w/2 sodas just so it would look like they weren't both for him.  Man  was that me.  I read his page and read his page and aside from the fact that he has RNY, I am the female version of everything that he wrote.  In tears I sat here and read how he went from being that person to the Ironman competing, 200+pounds lost guy that loves himself.  I see myself changing and becoming more and more like that, and it feels AWESOME!!!! 

It has been 8 dag-on weeks & I am down 65 pounds since my pre-op diet!  I am no longer self concious when it comes to having to enter my weight in on the equipment at the gym.  I will take the honor of entering
2-8-3
on that machine. It has been far too long since I haven't tried to cover the screen while entering my weight in fear that people might see the actual #'s of shame.  And further more.....even when I was still in the low 300's I was just as proud b/c I knew that once I surpass that # this time, I will Never....NEVER EVER.....NEVER EVER EVER in my life see that # again. 

Thanks for reading.

Smooches! 
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