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I set a small goal for myself to have 30 lbs lost by the time I go for my first fill on 4/10 and today when I weighed, I DID IT!!! This thing really works and I am so thankful!!! Today I got on the scale expecting to still be lingering around the same weight that I was a few days ago but was pleasantly surprised. I am down to 313 and believe that going back on my protein drinks (three days ago) for breakfast and continuing the walking has helped me get here. I love getting on this site, reading profiles and viewing pics. Especially those that have met or exceeded goal. It keeps me motivated and lets me know that if you work the band, the band will work for you!! I was a little concerned a few weeks ago because I was like well I am not losing and maybe I should have had the RNY..blah, blah, blah (I am sure that you bandsters know how I feel). Questioning if I made the right decision. I know that I did! Every now and then the enemy tries to make me feel that I am failing but I know GOD is in control.

Thanks for all of the uplifting messages. I feel so good that I think I am going to post a new profile pic!!! YAY...

Since I was 16 years old I have had PCOS and since that time I have had no periods. Well I had them but I had to take pills to make them come on. So imagine my joy ( I know most women with regular periods will not feel this but...) when I saw my period this morning. I remember being told that after a significant amount of weight is lost, it would come on it's own. This is HUGE people...HUGE! If you have read my intro, I want to have kids and of course no period = no kids but with this there is hope. I thank God that He is allowing this to happen to me. It lets me know that He is truly in control and there is NOTHING that He can and will not do for those that profess His name!!!

I had a pretty stressful day. They tried to say that my dog had to go because she is over the 35 lbs weight limit. I asked if I produce paperwork stating that she's not, can she stay and they said yes. SO tomorrow Lady(my dog) and I have an appt with the vet. I did not sleep very well last night worrying about this. Some people do not understand that a dog is like a part of the family and most of the time they are a part that you just don't want to have to give up like a piece of trash. So anyway, i am still walking like I promised myself I woud and I have lost 3 lbs because of it. That is very exciting for me and I am really motivated at this point.

Keep me in prayer about the dog because we are no where near out of this mess!

I had my one month follow up with Dr.V on 3/20. I have lost a total of 22 lbs since 2/6 (beginning of liquid diet). I am happy with the results and believe that if I set s goal for myself of that much per month, I will succeed. They are in the process of scheduling me for a fill. It has to be done in a the hospital the first time so that the Dr. can see what is going on inside. I am as excited about that as I was about the surgery. I talked to him about my depressed feelings and he said that I might want to talk to a professional because the last thing I want is depression while losing weight. I don't really know what is bringing these feelings on but when they come they are almost uncontrollable. Whether it is crying spells, angry spells, being short with people (VERY out of character for me) or being withdrawn. I hate when it happens but I think it has something to do with hormones but I am going to make an appointment to see someone regardless. I did talk to one already though and I know that no matter what, He always understands. Yep, had a talk with God and asked HIM to help me through it all!

I am so proud of myself...I walked everyday this week with the exception of yesterday. The only reason I did not do it then is I had to drive to Charlotte for my one month follow up (which went very well). I am excited about all of the possibilities that my band is already bringing me. I feel really blessed to have it and feel that if I have lost 22 lbs in one month then if I keep this up, the sky is truly the limit.

Well I finally got off of my BUTT and carry it for a walk. It felt good too. It was beautiful here in GA and perfect for walking. I walked for about 30 minutes and was sore afterward but i have exercised in the past (everyday at one time just last year!) and I know how it is going to go. I plan to go back tomorrow and the next day and the next until I have walked through the pain!

Well I believe I have officially began my walking routine. Stay encouraged and I will do the same. :)

I am so confused. I had this surgery thinking that I would gradually lose weight. I have had one day that I gained 2 lbs and then I lost it put it back on and then lost 1 of the 2 lbs. What is going on? I know I need to exercise (which I promised I would start doing but have not) but should I be gaining with surgery? Anyway, today is a tired day. I have my ups and downs both emotionally and physically. I am dealing with it and pray that this too shall pass. Keep me in prayer!

Surgery on 2/20...lost quite a bit of weight before surgery and after but now, nothing. I have actually gained a pound. I must be doing something wrong. Then again, I did promise myself I would walk and haven't. I am sure that will help me lose more weight. Plus, I find that I am hungry a lot more than I would like.

Ok, so I have to say that I have not been updating my page like I should have. LOL...I have already had my surgery and am on my journey to the losing side. My surgery was 2/20 and I changed surgeons as well. I felt that Dr. Voellinger was the best doctor ever and changed. He had an awesome bedside manner, seems genuine with his concern for his patients and he is more concerned about health. His awesome staff is just as important in making the dream a reality. So here I am....I have lost 25 lbs since 2/5 and that is because I was on a two week pre op liquid diet. It was brutal in the beginning but as most say, after the third day it all was ok. I am still on liquids and it is becoming kinda old now. Broth and jello will never look the same!  LOL...I have my 2 week follow up Thurday, 3/6 and  I am excited about it. I believe I get to move on to soft foods. YEA!!! It is something to be this excited about mushed food. :) Until later....

OK, I went to a seminar explaining the procedure and cost but I am lost as to what to do next.  I know that I need to see a dietician and do testing and all so I have made an appointment with my PCP.  Since she was the one that originally told me to think about the surgery, I assume she will know which way to lead me.  

Can anyone tell me what things I shoudl prepare for? I have CIGNA and I have printed out the requirements etc, but in what order do I do this stuff?

Thanks.