gordizybella70
Well here I am ,Writing this and thinking what can I write ,and how do I say it. fIRST THAMKS TO MY GOD OUR FATHER FOR GIVINING ME LIFE AND MY THE BEST MOMMA AND DADDY for supporting me in this and to HUSBAND MI GUERO (JOEL) AND MIS HIJAS CRISTAL , YARELLI, JAMILLE,& NOELIA AND MIJO MI CARROT GUERITO JR.This is me LA TITA GORDA (Virginia) MY NAME FOR MY FAMILY FOR ME SINCE I COULD REMEBER .I started diets in my teen years I forgot to tell you all I am a twin to LA TITA FLACA VeronicaTO LOSE WEIGHTS FOR MY QUINCE AND SUCCEEDED and though out my life yo-yoing back and forth gain and losing. My first marriage of 17 years not being the greatest didn't help me at all I just got bigger and three daughters later being in that marriage I would cover my saddness and pain with lies to cover up all the fights my ex would take me out to eat to make up to me and so that I wouldn't be around any of my family members Whom I give my life for anyday....And my best friend Irma Hernandez for going with me to Arizonaa and my little brother pelon to take and meet Joel Mi guero my husband Joel who I met (online) 2005 I lost weight and was feeling great and boom I was pregnant
12 weeks and the baby had stopped growing at 10 weeks. I was in the hospital for a D&C one day was there for 10 I got really sick maybe the saddess I just can't explain the pain I went through. Joel was in AZ and My divorce was not final yet .We moved in together 10/22/05 my divorce was final 11/05/05 pregnant again and scared Noelia was born 10/27/06 We where married On Noelias' six months b-day in Zacatecas, Mexico My daughters Crisatal.Yarelli,Jamilee love it I couldn't be belive it what a change my life has been Joel mom was great she was the best mother in law God could of sent me . She accepted my girls and me like I thought she would my heart was happy . Well in Mexico she told me why I was taking birth control my daughters was only 5 months she told me that it wasn't gooing to work how did she know I don't know after a month in mexico we came back home and to my surprize iin October and still on birth control my legg started to swell so i went to the doctors there they tell me I was pregnant almost four months pregnant how did she know. Well I had our son and she became very ill she had cancer and her last wish was to see her son and his famil, be we couldn't all go Joel went on the plane to see her he left on a wed morning and he got there wed night. She passedaway 7 hours after he got there I made her a promiise and sent her her baby and she saw him at her side Guero took pictures and talked and showed her she was a happy at least to see us in pictures and she said she was tired and went to slepp a cople of hours woke up and said her goodbyes.... I love that lady I wished God would have left her longer she was amazing .I am a stay at home mom one of my dreams come true......the other dream the birth of our son Joel Ismael Jr. wow me four beatiful girls and a little red head boy too like his daddy...... One more dream to go and that is coming in ten days Aug 24,2009 WLS RNY PRAY FOR ME ALL GOES WELL. AND ALL MY LOVE TO ALL MY SISTERS FLACA ,LOLA, BUTTERCUP CHANA AMD MONZ MY LITTLE BROTHER PELON I LOVE YOU GUYS FORVER AND ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART AND ALL MY NICES AND NEPHEWS TOO MANY TOO NAME I DON'T THINK I HAVE THAT MUCH SPACE TO WRITE LET'S SEE HOW MANY I CAN GET IN OK CAJITO,XITLALY,JORDAN, &JESUS ZAYRA,NAYELLA & ANGEL,JOSH,(JOCELYN) ANONITO (BABY) GIVONNI ,JANE lEE & CHECHO ,VANESSA,ALEXA MY CUNADOS COMPADRE BLAS,MIGUEL,JR.ANTONIO,SERGIO AND MI CUNADA EDITH LOVE YOU ALL CAN'T WAIT TO BE THE NEW ME ...FORVER AND ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART.......
