A new surgery date! Alas I now have a long wait :(

Jan 30, 2009

Hey all!   I finally got a new surgery date!   February 23.  It's a good thing, but I'm still really disappointed.  I was less than 24 hours from surgery when the stupid cold hit.  Obviously they didn't want to take any chances with pneumonia, so that's good too.  I just am kinda going, what the heck do I do now.  I readily admit to eating several no nos in my few days before pre- op prep.  Knowing that they were about to leave forever.  Bidding a fond farewell to them so to speak.  However now I'm craving those things like crazy, know I shouldn't eat them, and am fighting to regain control.  However, I also still have that stupid voice saying "You know after surgery, this is will make you sick, hurt you,  etc.  You know how good I taste, how good I make you feel, come on, one last time"   So I run from it, sometimes literally.  Okay walk quickly away.  LOL  Sometimes however I cave.   So with basically a month to wait,  I don't want to find any weight!  :) 

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