Beginning the journey!!

Jan 02, 2012

Happy New Year!!

When 2012 came around, I was sitting at home, all alone thinking about my life. Wishing I had the energy and companionship of friends and family around me. But I didn't. I didn't goto church because I can't fit in the pew, I didn't goto a club, because I may not have a place to sit, don't really have any close friends that would like to stop by and spend time with me.  I don't have a man. And when I do talk to men, through a chatline, I am scared to meet them for fear of rejection. This is because, when I do met a man, he sees my 600 pound frame and doesn't want to get the real me.  I am sick of it all. 

So on December 15, 2011, I finally made the first step and went to the weight loss surgery seminar. I traveled 3 hours to Miami-Lakes, Florida from the Orlando area to get this done. I had to go that far because of my Medicaid insurance.  I am so glad I did.  I am on my way. Now I have to find a psycologist and see the nutritionist.  I don't mind going back and forth to Miami from Orlando to change my life. I know I have been approved. That's one thing I don't have to worry about.  I would like to have the surgery by March,but we will see. I joined this sight to get some support. There are so many things I want to do with my life.  I have wasted 35 years, I will not waste anymore. 

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