IamPreacher
I'M ABOUT TO GIVE UP
Dec 22, 2008
Ha! I love these smilely things. But I hate being fat. I have hypothyroidism and it seems here lately that my body doesn't get rid of fat, almost like it doesn't know how to process it. It keeps building up. I have tended to slightly give up lately. After a full year and a half of watching, charting everything I ate and staying within the recommended calories and exercising rigorously and not lossing an ounce, I finally lost hope of ever loosing any of this weight. I've talked to my doctor, he doesn't believe me when I tell him what I've been doing.I know, too, I am an emotional eater and here lately, I have gone somewhat burzerk since realizing my husband is a control freak...and in the realization, I am at a lose as to know what to do about the whole situation. Christmas is almost here and I've been depressed before but never like this; never this deep. I just want to sleep all the time. (Do you think it's strange that my husband's first wife was like this, too?)
So, here I am. Where do I go from here?