here we go agan

Feb 07, 2010

I cant believe I havent posted in a year. Well it has been a year of struggles. We finally left Australia and moved to the UK. I finished my Italian studies, Visited 6 countries this year and even got to spend time with some family over this past Christmas/New Year ..which is a very big blessing that hasnt hapepnd in over 10 years. What a great year..but it has alaso been sad times..we have finally come to grips with our unseccessful attempts to concieve, and giving it a few more months of different tactics before we actaully begin to apply for adoption. Its a hard decision but hey its life right...
I also gained weight..HATE HATE HATE IT....but I am trying to learn how to live and be happy. I got up to about 98kgs. But now have tried to not diet but to eat healthy for the most part. Right now I am about 92lbs after thsi new eating plan of 3 weeks. I lost a bit then gained abit so about 3 weeks ago I was about 96kgs and now I am about 92. I am really hoping to be about 80 kgs before I head off to a wedding in Italy in Jun..I dont know ..but hey thats only 1kg per week. Shoudl be doable if I am doing things right here..not sure..
I am currently eating about 1,000-1,200 calories a day...and i have to really push it because I just dont want to eat in the day...I dont knwo if that is stauling my weight loss but hey I just only want to eat at night. Not ot mention I dont sleep. I only sleep about 4 hours a night..at about 6 am is when I get tired. then I sleep till about 10 or 11. Well sometimes till midday..but that is on a good day. Then I do nothing all day long. I think maybe I should try to find some sort of hobby to get out of the house and some sort of activity..or even get a job..I dont need to work but sitting at home doing nothing doesnt help. The good thing is I dont sit at home and eat..I just watch tv!!!
Anyway thats about it for now.

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