Dawn B.
I can't do this ANYMORE
Oct 12, 2008
I can't and won't do this anymore. I had to cancel a dream of mine. that wasn't going to happen.I was very upset and just didn't want to get out of bed anymore, depression can kill you that is for sure. I didn't want to do anything at all. I could sleep all day if I wanted to. I had nothing to look forward to.
Had another check up, because my doctor wanted to see me again before he refilled my medication for pain meds and depression meds. I stepped on the scale and what do you know, I had gained a few more pounds. Like 3 I think. To me no big deal, why because I didn't give a damn.
The doctor sat me down and we had a discussion of what was truly happening to me. I basically opened up and said I really don't give a rip anymore. I have tried exercise, good diets and some diet pills that my other doctor prescribed to me and I have nothing to say about any of it because I have failed.
He looks at me and says, well I thought you where going to have this surgery? I told him that I couldn't find any help in getting it paid for. Since insurance doens't cover it.
I tried I really tried.
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About Me
Springfield, OR
Location
40.4
BMI
Surgery
01/23/2011
Surgery Date
Jan 14, 2008
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