Worried!

Apr 29, 2010

Ok so maybe I am crazy, or maybe others feel the same way as me.  I can be a bit crazy at times.  When I decided to have this surgery, I planned that I would need some plastics.  Tummy and Legs.  I wasn't going to be concerned with anything else.  Well I started working out with a trainor, who is kicking my butt by the way, 8 weeks later I am starting to see definition in some areas.  I am also however starting to see skin wrinkles EVERYWHERE!!  I am single in Las Vegas, the land of the plastic barbie doll girl, so now I am getting this overwhelming sense that I will need every area of my body lifted...How do I show off saggy skin?  I know I am 44, do not want to be perfect, but I feel I may have turned my food obsession into a workout obsession.  I am not sure I want to be this type of person that is now overwhelmed by looking great.  However it is in my head all the time.  Anyone else feeling like this?

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