Itfeelsgreat
So where should I start. I have a loving family. Who has always been there for me threw thick & thin. I have a loving husband who has never discriminated & has shown nothing but support since day 1 & a beautiful child that i love.
I am 23yrs old. I have been overweight all of my life. Have always been put aside because of my weight. As we all know in America beauty does not equal overweight,growing up was never easy, being the biggest 10yr in the 5Th grade is no parade. Then getting to J.r high school where kids can be so cruel & believe it or not I know it might sound immature but they are things that were said that i would never get over,because they have ruined myself esteem. 
In highschool it was just Chaos, not being able to do or wear what everyone else did was really a bummer even though all i did was diet & feel like i was starving to death.
Finally I decided I needed take drastic measures if not i would be looking @ a very sad future. I started doing all of my appts & than became pregnant before being to complete the entire procedure.When i finally had my baby I was 246 lbs & feeling depressed.
I got back on track & will keep you guys posted as far as my surgery date.
I refuse to lose hope.
