One week from tonight....

Mar 14, 2011

One week from tonight will be my night before surgery. I know it will be a night of reflection for me.  I know it will be a sleepless night for me.  I know I will be thinking about my daughter.  The benefits of this wls is the driving force.  It has been keeping me focused.  It has not allowed me to "plan ahead".  I just had my first "forward thinking" thoughts yesterday.  I have a cousin getting married in August.  It will be 5 months from my surgery date.  I actually found myself wondering how much smaller I would be by then.  I found myself thinking about what family members would say when they see me for the first time then.  I haven't allowed my thoughts to get ahead.  Don't want disappointment.  Right now I would think this is a normal feeling.

I received my copy of the insurance coverage letter today.  I added it to my WLS book.  It felt great to have that piece of paper in my hands.

Work has been supportive.  They don't know what I am having done.  They know I am having surgery.  They have been very flexible with all the appointments I have had so far.  Just received my post op appointments. I hope they are equally understanding with the list of these appointments.

Time for sleep.  Night.

 

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