ItsMyLife1
One week from tonight....
Mar 14, 2011
One week from tonight will be my night before surgery. I know it will be a night of reflection for me. I know it will be a sleepless night for me. I know I will be thinking about my daughter. The benefits of this wls is the driving force. It has been keeping me focused. It has not allowed me to "plan ahead". I just had my first "forward thinking" thoughts yesterday. I have a cousin getting married in August. It will be 5 months from my surgery date. I actually found myself wondering how much smaller I would be by then. I found myself thinking about what family members would say when they see me for the first time then. I haven't allowed my thoughts to get ahead. Don't want disappointment. Right now I would think this is a normal feeling.
I received my copy of the insurance coverage letter today. I added it to my WLS book. It felt great to have that piece of paper in my hands.
Work has been supportive. They don't know what I am having done. They know I am having surgery. They have been very flexible with all the appointments I have had so far. Just received my post op appointments. I hope they are equally understanding with the list of these appointments.
Time for sleep. Night.