Iwanttobeskinny1
hi everyone , I dont know where to begin but here goes ........ my name is Kerrie , I am 41 yrs old , and I dont want to be overweight anymore. I have tried so many diets... I loose ...I gain ...I get depressed..... i eat... . and here i am . I am tired of this cycle and that is when I made my decision to have the surgery. I use to swear that I would never do this and now it is the only option....I am scard out of my mind, I have never had any surgery before, but I am excited at the same time to begin my new journey in life as a skinny healthy person. I dont know what it is like to not feel embarassed in social situations, or to walk into a room first without thinking " wow everybody is looking at me saying ...boy isnt she fat ....." I want to feel pretty and be confident . I want to have more energy... and enjoy my life ...instead of being home all the time . i want to be more healthy for my child and for her to be proud that i am her mommy.
I am so excited its all I think about but I am scard too.... and now i am scard that i wont loose the weight ....you know you hear those horror stories... well i guess thats it for now, sorry if I was rambleing on ..and thank you for any and all advise you all can give me . I love looking at the pictures ... it is so inspiring and it makes me feel more hopeful that I to can do this ! god bless you all .
Kerrie 