Jacksonsgrandma

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 I refrained from writing my story until now because it seemed like the process was never going to be complete before surgery. Now I am happy to say I am nine days away from getting sleeved.  

I do have some apprehensions because even though the risk of death is like .3%, for that small number it is 100% and I don't want to be part of that club.  But the health risks to remain at such an unhealthy weight far outweigh the risks of the surgery. I know this yet I still find my self a bit worried and scared.

I woke up from back surgery and honestly thought I had died and went to hell it hurt so bad.  Then I realized I was alive and decided I had made a very poor decision, but after the healing and physical therapy I know it was worth it.  The pain was not eradicated and I have lifelong restrictions but it is bearable compared to before the surgery when drastic measures seemed inevitable.  I am hoping this surgery won't be as painful.  I know everybody is different.  I just wish I knew what to expect.  I had a large headed child by mid-forceps rotation delivery (UGH!) and another one by caesarean section.  Both were painful and I haven't forgotten.  I am hoping the pain will be somewhere between my childbirth experiences and the back surgery.  

Any input would be most appreciated.

Jacksonsgrandma