jakyndoc
Waiting for Surgery:
Feb 07, 2009
I have been completing all the test required by my doctor for surgery. I must tell you that I wish I were doing it tommrow. As the days go by I am more disgusted about the way I look and feel about my self. I am weighing 267 lbs. This is the heaviest I have ever been. I am tired all the time. The weekend I stay in my PJ's all weekend without taking a shower. All I want to do is sleep, and vegitate. I hate looking at what I look like in the nude.I hate feeling like this. I wanted to do this surgery a few years ago, becaue of everyone telling me not to do it, that it's not good for me. It's dangerous. I just never did it.
Until I had a friend of mine (Wendy) did it, and I saw it with my two eyes how good she looks. How good she feels, I decided that I was going to do this , and who cares what everyone thinks. I want to get healthy.
Now I am just waiting for my insurance to approve the surgery.
