Jamy V.

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Here it is - a long, long time since the first post. I am now on weight watcher's trying to lose a few extra pounds just for the heck of it. No real need to. Decided I'd like to be in the 150s. I've lost a little more than 6 pounds in 9 weeks. Keep bouncing up and down as usual. 

Single life is tough. Self-esteem is still an issue at times. Post WLS body - maybe a 6 on a scale of 10. But then, even when I was young and thin (for that brief time) I always looked better in clothes than out of them. 

It is still a struggle of one sort or another but ya know what - I NEVER EVER regret having the surgery. 

So is this the place I get to vent and talk to myself (and others)?! Is that what a blog is? It has been such a tough year emotionally for me. My becoming the person my husband always said I should be (both physically and professionally) coincided with him deciding he was unhappy and misses his "fat " wife! It been hard without food to turn to. For a while, I think I would overeat to "punish" myself with a stomach ache. Enough, I've vented enough today and yesterday. One day at a time, one step at a time, one meal at a time. I have proven over and over that I am a survivor. Thanks for listening.