Janet F.
General musings 12/6/09
Dec 06, 2009
I started journaling my food and exercise on sparkpeople.com. I have been fascinated by it and how much easier it may make my post surgery dealings with food. I am trying to make small changes in my lifestyle now to reduce post surgery change anxiety. I read the posts and blogs of people who have already had surgery and I'm almost envious. It feels like their is a light at the end of the tunnel. I will be able to take this weight off and keep it off.I think about the reasons for having wls. To be honest, I think the first reason I want surgery is to conquer the battle of losing weight and reaching goal. Something I have never done. To think of it, I have never been close enough to even decide on a goal weight. I am ready to be thin. I want to feel healthy. I want to wear size 12's. I want to wear medium scrubs at work. I don't want to be the biggest person at work anymore. I'm tired of failing at weight loss. I want to be thin to help preserve my hips. I want to shop in any store I walk into. I don't want to feel self conscious in public or at my kids sporting events. Sometimes I feel I don't belong.
I am so excited about all the possibilities, but I get nervous about the attention I will receive with weight loss. I'm not an upfront, outgoing person. I usually just like to fade into the background. I'm a good worker but not a good leader. I am very thankful for the love and support from my husband, children, and friends on OH.
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Sachse, TX
Location
37.4
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Surgery
05/10/2010
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Dec 10, 2008
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