Where did my old life go to?

Nov 29, 2009

Well, today is day 11 since my surgery.  Life as I had known it is all gone.  What the hell did I do to myself?  I seem to be asking myself that question every day since.  Everyone keeps telling me, you'll get thru this rough stage and then you will remember why you went through a year of prep for this.  I'm trusting them, that this is true.   Food is the enemy for me right now.  Nothing tastes good, all the textures make me sick, smells get to me, water even isn't friendly towards me.   I started the process in Feb 2009 at 346lbs and was able to get to 304 on my own by surgery day.   As of this morning, weighed in at 298.  Going slow and easy.  Im tired.  Im grumpy.  but.  Im excited.  Im anxious.  but.  Im scared. 

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About Me
Lyman, ME
Location
43.3
BMI
RNY
Surgery
11/18/2009
Surgery Date
Nov 29, 2009
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