coming along

May 16, 2009

Well it has been 4 mos since my surgery and I am about 40pds from my goal!But man do I have stalls or what, it seems like I do good one week and then nothing for about 2 then a few more fall off. I know I am not getting in the water like they want me to but that is due to my job. Some days I can eat more than I should be able to and the next day can't eat much it is so confusing at times. I must say I am not a fan of the loose skin though, at times I wonder what looked worse. I am happy that I had the surgery, but it has changed my love for food. I used to enjoy eating and having "girls nite out" but not any more, I just can't bring myself to pay for a meal that I won;t be able to eat all of it, and me and left overs don't mix well. I just eat now because I have to I don't enjoy it any longer and I miss that, but that's the price I paid to lose it I guess. Anyway I am getting along and wondering all the time if I will make my goal or if it will stop. anyway just want to catch up on here.

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