Joeyzgirl
Well...
Jun 09, 2010
I can now say that a breakup does cause weight loss and now I want to change my username and can't. Joeyzgirl is no more and while that's ok because he was abusive and mean, he has already moved on and I am sitting here crying all the time. The jerk wouldn't let me go, he was texting her and calling her and even though I had moved out he was still texting me and calling me babe and honey and telling me he loved me. I don't doubt that, we both love each other because of Brooklyn and 4 years of life together. But he wouldn't leave me alone, I finally told him Tuesday that he CANNOT text me anymore, that I can't do this, so instead of two weeks of being broken up, it feels like only days. I am trying not to check my phone constantly, even though he has respected my wishes so far.I have had so much happen lately, and I know they say God will never give you more than you can handle, but with the death of my dad, then my grandma, moving back into my moms and then my sister breaking up with her boyfriend and following me, it seems like the change I hate so much is just bombarding me. I have a trailer that still needs to be fixed up, but I don't want to put any more money in it if I am not going to want to live in it. All I see when I go in there are his ideas and the work he did on it. It hurts me so bad. But sometimes I think what I miss is my Dish with DVR and me and Brooklyn's little habits and my computer with DSL and all that great stuff. At my mom's I am limited to one room again and just feel stifled. Its a decision I need to make soon.
Its just so frustrating to think about them together and like my sister said if I was a fly on the wall its probably nothing, not romantic at all, especially with her kids there all the time. SIGH
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Crocker, MO
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36.3
BMI
Surgery
08/14/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 22, 2008
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