t-2days......

Aug 03, 2009

I am now two days out from surgery! Wow..I cant believe it's finally almost here.  So many doctor's appointments, tests, traffic to and from UPenn, waiting in waiting rooms, and a billion co-pays later.

This past week has been rough though.  Emotionally Ive been a complete basket case.  Logic and I are not friends and I wont reason with reason.  I've been oober sensitive over things that normally wouldn't bother me at all. Unfortunately it even ended up affecting my relationship with the boy. I'm a little shocked he hasnt cut me off until post-op at this point.  He's been amazing through it all. Who am I kidding?  It's affected even my relationship with my family.  The other day we were all messing around..and my sister made somecomment that apparently at that point I couldnt emotionally handle.  Its more like I've been taking everything so darn seriously that its just ridiculous.  There are some points where I catch myself doing this and try and pull myself together. More often that not though... this is not the case.  So the boy and I made a rule... well I made a rule, the boy agreed, no serious conversation until post-op. Hopefully this will minimize damage caused by emotional unstableness.


Tomorrows lunch will be "the last supper".. at a NY style deli near by with the best sandwhiches.  Dad is a fan would like to take me there.

5pm starts the bowel prep...which in an awkward way  Im excited about because it makes everything that much more real.


Any last minute advice, suggestions, tips, rules? 

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