6 month Check and I am GOOD!!!!!

Apr 13, 2009

 this Last week I have been dreading this appointment .. dont get me wrong I have done good but I felt I guess i should have done better... the whole vitamin thing had been a HARD HARD thing for me to get going on but with the help of my trusty little alarm pill box I by Gods grace have finally achived my pill ritual ... I really should take a picture of my pill box and post it cause I really have come to love her .. 

And Though  both my Rn Pam who I call MAMA (she really has kicked my bum a few times when i wanted to give up thank God she never let me) And My Nut Karen both have always been there for me they also have those looks or tones that man just make you feel like your going to the principles office or when your mom would look at you without saying a word you just knew your arse was grass... But not today they both told me I was doing well and Karen had got confused at my 3 month appointment an thought i would 6 months out an told me how she thought i would have been so much further .. i was like what what .. are you kidding me ... i thought i was doing so well then she realized i was only 3 months out but it was to late i was in a panic so we laughed about that today .. I got to play the little trump card which is always funny she feels guilty easily

but it all went well... My labs came back all great ..though she ordered 3 more labs that they had left out .. I wondered why i didnt feel like i was going to pass out when i left the lab on thursday (a tad ill but not like the normal barely making it to the elevator .. they didnt take the normal 15 viles .. plus they forgot the one that kills me the turning the light off an slipping the last vile into the dark bag just throws me off balance so I got that and the last 3 others tonight .. but what I did get done last week all came back great which means I am doing my pills right.

I am almost at my 150 marker which Is just amazing .. though I do wish it were more I just remind myself i will get there it takes times and I am well on my way stay positive an it will happen.

But things are good... I finally got energy at about 5 months .. which I was always told it would be at like 2 months out .. so I was a little later then some but its here now and I am trying to take avantage of  it .. I was to use this time the the best I can which sometimes is hard when you have to put family life first sometimes ..

Thank you to all the people that supported me through this .. you are all so special an please dont ever give it a second thought if you need a shoulder, ear or even a punching bag I am stronger now I could probably take a few good shots

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