OMG....

Jan 08, 2013

I can not believe it's nearly here. It's sooooo close that I could taste it!  I got clearance (again) from everybody. I'm, like, totally shocked that this is really about to happen. I'm going to be honest... I'm nervous. Can I really handle this? Can I really change my way of thinking? Last year I felt totally prepared. I was doing everything from training myself to stop eating and drinking to finding tolerable protein shakes. Now... I'm not sure where to start. I think I'm just in total disbelief about this happening. I've been through SO MUCH this passed year, in a way, I still don't want to get my hopes up.

I guess all I can do it what I've been doing: staying prayerful. Man, the Lord has gotten me through so much. I can not begin to explain how thankful I am to have been able to pull through and keep my head up and stay strong.

To show how my mind is all over the place and not believing this is going to happen, I have nothing more to say (seemingly impossible since I can be quite wordy, LOL.)  Huh... Keeping my fingers crossed, praying, and will keep posting....

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