Why am I such a slacker? Yes, slacking again.

Mar 08, 2011

Note: This blog is full of self loathing, reader beware.

I seriously feel like the worst WLS patient in the world right now.
Am I the only one that gets to feeling like that after a particularly UNHEALTHY weekend?

My boyfriend and I went out of town for the weekend to our friends to go to a concert, and go wine tasting.  .... To recount all the horrible things I ate would be SO Shameful, but, I said I'd be honest. And this is me fessing up.

Now, keep in mind I didn't eat whole portions of anything. (not that that makes it any better)

Some of the things I ate that I feel so guilty about are:

1/2 a jr. cheeseburger deluxe from Wendy's minus half the bun
1/2 a frosty
1/2 a BLT on wheat minus half the bread & a handful of fries
Flaming hot Cheetos
Diet coke
Wine (Naturally, we were in fact wine tasting after all)
Pretzels, & oyster crackers while Wine tasting
A slice of a chicken quesadilla with chips
A side salad & a bread roll
Girl scout cookies (at least 10 throughout the weekend)
And yesterday because of a snow storm my work ordered in pasta and bread and sandwiches so I had a serving of Ziti with some garlic bread.

Jesus H. Christ.

On top of that we haven't exercised in days and my face is breaking out like CRAZY! And! I haven't been meeting my fluid intake at all! Oh, and I forgot my vitamins all weekend too.
I feel like a complete and utter loser and my surgeon would slap me in the face if he was still with us.

Granted. I made home made turkey chili on Sunday so we have that for the week, and we have fresh boneless skinless chicken breasts in the fridge to cook, and stuff for salads, and greek yogurt, and cheeses, and all that yummy stuff to eat healthy the rest of the week. But I just feel like I took 2 steps backwards this weekend. Cause, I DONT EAT LIKE THAT ANYMORE! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I know the fact that I don't Dump doesn't help me in cases like this. And I usually can show some self control and pass on the girl scout cookies, or the garlic bread. But this weekend that was not the case.

Ok, ok. Self hatred blog is over.
Today is a new day. Yes I've already had a tootsie roll, and desperately wanted to go into the fridge at work and grab a left over piece of garlic bread from yesterdays order. BUT, I didn't.
I ate my left over chicken in vodka sauce with roasted broccoli and I loved it (Honestly, it was amazing!).
I'm taking my vitamins and right on track with my water.
We are back to Power 90 tonight (after our 4 day hiatus). And will have left over Chili and a small salad for dinner.

Here's to a new day!
-Karly

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