KatMom
Blechy day
Sep 15, 2012
So hubby took the youngest out to breakfast then fishing this morning. I wish I could have enjoyed a big ol breakfast again. But.....I stayed home and watched 2 movies. I had a Breakstone cottage cheese and pineapple for breakfast instead of the pancakes I wished I coulda had.They came home at lunchtime and I had 1/4 c of lima beans for lunch. I threw up a bit, not sure why but my stomach has been weird for the past few days. I wonder if its because of what the surgeon said that I now have scar tissue at my stoma and until it loosens up I will eat less and feel scared.
Well I do. I hate feeling yucky all the time. I hate not being able to eat more than 3 bites. I hate not being able to eat dairy, chicken, pasta, sugar...even natural sugars as in fruits! I have severe buyers remorse and I am sick of it.
Ugh.
Guess its pity party time.
Yes, I'm down to 243. Big deal. I can't even enjoy that.
Sucks to be me.
