It's been a long time....too long!

May 28, 2011

 I finally got my user name and password for this site again! Time goes so fast and reading what I have written prior has brought me new insiration! I had a chance to thank Dr. Taylor (I honestly can't thank him enough) which I have been meaning to do forever. Alot has changed for me professionaly as well as personly. 
After June I will no longer have custody of my kids, I have let them move with their father as per their request. Took me along time to come to terms with this but I realize he loves them just as much as I do. First my girl moved in Septemeber as she loves the city (my city is much smaller) then in February my middle son was getting into so much trouble (15 and 6'2" is never a good mix) so I felt his Dad could handle him better...and my youngest 12 is missing his brother and sister too much (understandable) and will move after school finishes. I wasn't ok with any of this. 
My ex thinks he has won the lotto with child support but I have been informed my job will move to Arizonia in Augest...and I am not invited (lol I won't go anyway). It's not about money anyway for me...I will pay my child support as I want my kids taken care of. The thousands he owes me can deminish in the court system as he says -  I really don't give a shit I want my kids to be happy thats all that matters to me. My relationship with my daughter as improved 200X since she lives with him.  They are all getting older and wiser (like thier mom) and will be ok.

So the next chapter of my life lies before me....I have been looking for a job out west (I lived thier 5 years and loved every minute of it). Wish me luck I have been working on this for 2 months now and no bites...but I am determined to make it happen. 

No new love of my life...I read this quote from of all things Sex And the City EVERYDAY and I so believe it - 
The most exciting, challenging & significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself!

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