kikislove2
Losing Momentum
Nov 11, 2011
Well I am now at 102lbs and pretty much at a stand still. I cannot say I don't understand why, because that fire that burned so ferocious inside of me is not there anymore. I've picked up some bad eating habits and not working out like I should, so therefore the scale has not moved. I keep talking to myself about my stupidity with the snacking and getting a little depressed at the thought of ruining my gift. I've come so far to turn back so dammit I need to get my butt in gear. I'm very excited at the fact that I have ordered Insanity and can't wait till it gets here. I actually made a contract that I signed and my son was the witness, so I cannot break that contract. I have to complete the 60 days of Insanity, 5 days a week, no excuses. So now I'm also nervous because I'm now accountable for my actions, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get back and stay on track. I know what started it, Halloween. I have a weakness for Halloween candy and I don't want it until the season comes around, then Thanksgiving is on the way, so in my mind, it's eating season. This is my first holiday season since the surgery and so far, I'm not doing too good. If anyone has any suggestions please feel free to share them. Thanks OH fam.
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Surgery
03/23/2011
Surgery Date
Mar 04, 2011
Member Since
Before & After
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324 lbslbs
230 lbslbs
