Scared

Jun 22, 2018

August 2011 so almost 8 yrs out. 1 I never reached goal because doctors told me that I would never lose weight but that I would stabilize my vitals and I would not have a massive stroke. Praise God I did lose weight but never reached goal but doctor told me I didn't need to lose any more weight. I stay now between 150 and 160 and am hungry all the time. I had the gastric sleeve done and I also had Plastics done June of 2017 and it was a failure and Doctor refuses to do anything or even respond to my messages. I am devastated and now I'm eating foods that I never ate before in the past because I never had an eating disorder. My weight issues were due from multiple illnesses that prevented you from losing weight. I am just so frustrated and scared about gaining and using the money that I didn't really have for a failed botched plastic surgery. A year-and-a-half divorced which is a long story but it also was a huge trigger for me and emotionally from 2011 losing my dad to now so much has happened and I am an emotional spiral downhill. Don't know where to even begin to try to eat properly again. I don't eat wrong everyday and usually my eating is protein drinks, protein bars, meat for protein and some vegetables but I still seem to never be able to get to a weight where I am physically comfortable. Anyone else with these issues and has input would be greatly appreciated. I know I need to not start eating the things that I never ate before and I am asking for prayer for that to stop because it makes me sick anyway so that's one reason I never ate it to begin with. Was always a very healthy eater and healthy lifestyle. Appreciate any input.

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